Shane's POV
"Oh by the way I invited Garrett over" I said
"That's fine, I don't mind" Ryland responded
Time skip ~whooop~
"Hey Ryland" Garrett yelled from the front door
"Hey" Ryland yelled back( this yelling isn't bad there just far apart from each other)
We went up to my house and went to the guest bedroom. He didn't want to be by himself, I didn't want him either so we decide we can put his stuff in the guest bedroom and he would sleep in my room. It was like 3:44 pm so we still had time to do stuff. We just watch Friends with Garrett. We all watched Friends so much times that we just started to quote it. Sometimes we would find a random show, turn off the volume and just make up what they were saying. It was fun. After all of that it was about 5:48 pm and we were all getting hungry. We postmated Taco Bell, it was so good.
*ding*
[New message from Ryland]
[Ryland] why do you cover up your laugh?[Shane] I don't like my laugh
Ryland looked at me with a sad face and started to text.
[Ryland] I think your laugh is cute
[Shane] I think your cute :)
[Ryland] are you flirting with me
[Shane] maybe 😘
We stopped texting because Garrett was getting suspicious.
*ding*
[New messages from Garrett]
[Garrett] Are you and Ryland dating 😏
[Shane] no? And don't do that face
[Garrett] 😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏
[Shane] damn it Garrett
[Garrett] so are you
[Shane] stay out of my love life pls
[Garrett] why I see the way you are looking at Ryland
[Shane] ok maybe I like him but he won't like me, I'm ugly and worthless
[Garrett] Shane you are not ugly and worthless and I think Ryland likes you too
[Shane] doubt it
[Garrett] go get him lover boy
[Shane] shut the fuck up
Read 6:01 PMIt was only 9:44 but we all have had a long day, Garrett went home around 8:00
"So are you really the 'bad person' everyone says you are" Ryland asks
"Not really, I put up this wall up so no one see this insecure person that I am" I reply not making eye contact
"Why are you insecure" he asks
"Just stuff from the past" I said, he didn't say anything after that. He kind of just fell asleep but I couldn't. I mostly stayed up.
Time skip ~woosh~
[New message from Garrett]
[Garrett] hey what's up
[Shane] Garrett why are you up at 2:32 am
[Garrett] I can't sleep but I could also say the same for you
[Shane] I also couldn't sleep
[Garrett] ok, how Ryland
[Shane] he's sleeping
[Garrett] did anything happened
[Shane] for the last time Garrett nothing is happening between us
[Garrett] I meant did he wake up having a panic attack
[Shane] oh
[Shane] no not yet
[Garrett] that's good
[Shane] yeah
[Garrett] so how are you feeling😏
[Shane] Garrett!!
[Garrett] sry
[Shane] 😡
[Garrett] sry
[Shane] go to bed
[Garrett] you also should go to bed
[Shane] uhhh fine bye
[Garrett] bye
Read 2:34 PM
Morning
*BEEP BEEP BEEP*
Ughhh, it's the morning and it's time to go to school. I look over to see if Ryland is up but he is gone.
"Ryland" I call out"What?" I heard a voice say
"Where are you" I asked
"Bathroom" he shouted, I was debating if I should go in there.
"What are you doing?" I ask making sure he isn't changing
"Im just brushing my teeth, you can come in" he assured me
"Ok" I said walking into the bathroom
"When did you get up?" I asked
"4:50" he replied
"That's too early" I said yawning
"It's ten minutes before you get up" he argued
"Ok fine you win" I smirked. We both got ready and went into my car
"So today, I think Dylan is coming to school" he said
" i know, you have to be careful" I say
"Yeah yeah I know" he responded
"Try not to get kicked out of class today" he said
"I'll try not but school sucks and so does the teachers" I honestly do hate school but I'll try not to get kicked out of class for Ry.
Sorry it's been for ever since I last updated. Bye ♡
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