I walk back to the cafeteria and I pull Shane aside
"I'm sorry Shane, I can't do this anymore" I said with tears in my eyes
"What" Shane says worried grabbing onto my hands
"I-I'm breaking up with you" I pulled my hands out of his and a run out of the cafeteria.
"Ryland wait" I heard Shane say
I saw that he tried to run after me but he was stopped by a teacher.
I know that is going to hurt him but at least he won't end up in the hospital, this way is safer for Shane. Now I need to be careful.
Anyways I ran back to James and Dylan.
"Are you happy now, you made me fucking break up with him" I sniffled
"Oh Ryland you'll be better with me" Dylan smirks
"No I'm not you bastard" I said
"I leave you two be" James left
"Now it's just you and me" Dylan responded
"Dylan no, I don't want this again" I whispered
"Oh yes you do" Dylan whispered, then he started to kiss my neck. My tears were threatening to fall.
"Please stop" I whispered so quiet you couldn't even hear me. Dylan kept going until we both heard the bathroom door open. Luckily we were in a stall so no one could see us. Dylan told me to go out first and I did. I just wanted to get away from that bastard. Then I saw Andrew.
I signaled him to follow me out of the bathroom
"Hey Shane told me to talk to you and see what's going on" Andrew signed
"Tell Shane that I'm fine, but Dylan and James made break up with him. I-I couldn't let him get hurt l, d-Dylan threaten to hurt Shane if I didn't break up with him. I thought it would be s-safer to just break up with him." I told Andrew
"Ryland you have to tell Shane," Andrew said
"No I can-" I started but then Dylan came out of the bathroom
" what going on here" Dylan ask putting his arm around me. I think Andrew noticed that i tensed up.
"Ryland and I were just going to go to class early." Andrew lied
"Ok, well bye babe" Dylan said kissing my cheek and took his arm off of me.
Andrew and I walked to my next class gym.
I knew that Dylan knew that Andrew didn't have gym with us. I wonder why he let us go.
I let Andrew tell Garrett everything, Garrett said he would keep it a secret so I didn't really have a issue with him knowing.
Andrew let to go to his class, Garrett said that he would stay with me all the way through gym.
Gym was almost over, I was happy and sad. I was happy because I would be away from Dylan but sad because the next class was with Shane and I knew he would want to talk about it.
Dylan walked up to Garrett and I.
"Can I speak to Ryland alone" Dylan smiled
" no, you can't sorry" Garrett said
"Fine, why did you lie" Dylan asked me
"What?" I wondered
"Why did your friend say that you guys were going to class, he's not even in this class" Dylan repeated
"Uh I-W" I couldn't come up with an excuse
"Technically he was going to class just not with Andrew, Andrew was bring Ryland to me" Garrett lied
"You better not lie again and if you do you know what will be waiting for you" Dylan whispered in my ear, then walking past Garrett and I.
"What did he say" Garrett asked
"Nothing" I said with tears in my eyes
"Ryland that's not nothing, come on you literally have tears in your eyes." Garrett complains
"H-h said I-if I l-lie again, h-he'll do the same t-thing as..before" I stuttered
"What do you mean by he'll do what he did before" he asked
"I don't want to talk about it. If you're that curious ask Shane, he knows." I said
The bell rung and we both let the class. I saw Shane and tried to move past him so he didn't see me.
Someone pulled me into a classroom. I looked to see who it was and it was the auburn-haired boy that I feel in love with.
"Ok what's going on" Shane asks
"What are you talking about" I ask
"You break up with me and then avoid me."
"Nothings going on, I need to go" I said not looking him in the eye. I walked out of the classroom with guilt. I hated leaving him in that classroom alone.
I walked into 5th hour,sit down and put my head down. Today was just to emotional for me to handle. During that class Shane didn't talk to me. It was probably for best.
School was finally over and I just walked home listening to music.
When I got home I immediately cried. I had to let go of the only person I love. Soon enough I feel asleep.*next day*
When I got to school I had to sit next to Dylan, he didn't like the thought that Shane could just lean over and talk to me if I sat in my normal spot.
It was the same at lunch, I noticed that Shane kept staring at me.Shane's POV
"Ughhhh why is Ryland sitting there, he looks so uncomfortable and sad" I groaned
I looked at Andrew and Garrett and they looked guilty
"What?" I wondered
"Uh Nothing" Andrew said
"Is there something you guys know that I don't?" I ask
"Wel-" Andrew started but Garrett nudge him to stop
"We can't tell him" Garrett whispered
"Just tell me" I said
"Fine, Dylan and James made Ryland break up with you and if he didn't then they would put you in a hospital aka hurt you" Garrett replied
"What the-we have to help him" I said
"Shit" Andrew said
"What" I wondered
"Something I didn't tell both of you is that I found Ryland and Dylan in the bathroom together. I don't know for sure but something was going on that made Ryland uncomfortable" Andrew admitted
"God damn it, let's go" I said getting up going to the bathroom
"Ryland!" I shouted
"Shane!" Ryland yelled, getting out of Dylan's grip
"Shane I'm sorr-" Ryland started
"It's fine Garrett told me everything, are you okay?" I questioned
"Debating But I will be" He saidA/N that's all for this chapter, I hope you like it. Bye.
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