Elijah POV
I really shouldn't be here. I should've just made her meet me at the mall or at McDonalds or even in the Senior Lounge, anywhere public really because then she wouldn't have been able to pull this bullshit. I hadn't even wanted to talk to the little bitch but my dad was sick of the stories and demanded me too. Normally I wouldn't have cared about what he wanted me to do, but he was really persistent this time.
I doubt he would've had Zay practically drag me here if he could see what my supposedly baby mom was tryna get me to do now.
I was sitting on the edge of her full sized bed, my pants halfway down my legs as I rustled the very pregnant girl away from me. I would've pushed her a long time ago if it wasn't for the fact that she was pregnant. And well, my baby or not, I didn't want to hurt it.
Just five minutes ago we were discussing getting an in womb paternity test- something I wish I knew about with Ena- but then she was dropping to her knees and mumbling how much she missed me. I don't see how the bitch could miss me when I only fucked her twice, and I wasn't even nice to her when I did. I hadn't gave her an orgasm, she gave herself one, and when I was finished I kicked her out my house immediately.
I really shouldn't be here.
I managed to grab her hands in mine just as she started to slip then inside my boxers. "Would you fuckin' stop! I got a girl and this ain't why I came here."
She pouts as she struggles to free her hands. "You know you want too. Plus I'm horny and no one wants to fuck a pregnant girl."
"Ion wanna fuck you either," I bluntly say, my voice cold in hopes that it would turn her off. It didn't. What was it with girls and wanting to get treated like shit? I know if I had said any of the shit that I've said to Yana in the past half hour to Jaelynn then my nuts would be hanging from the ceiling. Not this girl though, she liked being belittled.
I didn't particularly enjoy chewing her up but it seemed to be the only way she'd take me serious. I look down at her determined face. Scratch that, I think the only way she'd get it through her thick skull that I didn't want her was if I hit her. Which I wasn't gonna do so it seemed I was stuck like this.
I wouldn't even call out for help if there as anybody in her house, I was too prideful for that. How would I look if I turned down some top from a willing girl?
Maybe I should just stop resisting and just let it happen. But I couldn't hurt Jaelynn like that again, she doesn't deserve it. Sure I only see her in school and when I pop up at her house. Sure she never texts first and barely answers my FaceTimes. Sure whenever we did talk anymore she was picking arguments over the littlest shit. Sure she didn't trust me in the level she did before. Sure I was horny as fuck. None of this mattered because my cheating got me into this mess and it would only dig a bigger hole if I did it again.
"You gotta stop Yana," I sigh, my voice softer then it was before. Brute force obviously wasn't gonna work.
Like a lion she notices my weakness and pounces. Her arms slowly slide out my loosened grip and she had her hands in my draws, gripping my dick in her small hands in a blink of an eye. I groan at the first stroke and on the second I let her pull me out. "Your so big, daddy, I want you in me."
It sounds wrong when she calls me daddy, but I ignore that because now her soft lips were taking me into her mouth. I decide that I was just gonna let her give me neck- it was still cheating but at least not all the way and the truth is Jaelynn can't be that mad at me. Only when I nut down the back of her throat, she was sitting on my still hard dick before I could even catch my breath. And by the time that I did, I was already in too deep.
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"You did WHAT?!" Shaun's reaction to my story says it all. I was screwed.
"She practically raped me." Though it was true, that wouldn't matter to Jaelynn. All she would hear was the fact that I fucked somebody else.
Shaun scoffs and shakes his head. "Jae not gonna care bout how it started, all she gon hear is that you cheated. Didn't y'all almost break up over you cheating a few weeks ago?"
I slump into our couch, taking a big gulp of Hennessy straight from the bottle. "I wouldn't of told you if I knew this was how you was gonna act," I muttered.
"Why did you tell me? What if I told Nae?" He asks even though he knows he wouldn't. As much as he love Renae, I was his cousin and best friend and he would keep this a secret until I was ready to tell Jaelynn. Which was never if I had anything to do with it.
"Cause I was guilty," I take another gulp, relishing the burning. It made me feel human, less of a selfish monster. How could I do this to her again? "Am guilty."
Shaun takes the half empty bottle out my hand just as I was about to take another drink, but it didn't matter. I was already drunk. "You shouldn't have met with her by yourself. You know how those girls are."
"I was jus tryn be a good man and see if that baby is mine or not. I hope not cause I ain't tryna be a father anytime soon. Unless it's with Jaelynn, I would love to have a baby with her. I miss her but she been dubbin' me on some weird shit."
The door rang and Shaun practically jumped up to get it, probably to get away from me and my drunk ramblings. A few seconds later a pissed off Jaelynn was storming into the living room followed by an equally pissed Renae.
"Why did I almost get into a fight with some Mexican bitch at the mall because she's real proud that she's supposedly carrying your baby?!" She shouts as soon as she sees me on the couch. I wince as a head ache starts to form. "Do you have something you wanna tell me Elijah?"
I huff. "Apparently some girl thinks I got her pregnant."
"When?" Though she try's to hide it, I can hear the pain in her voice.
"Back in June."
She nods, obviously still pissed but calmer then when she first walked in. "And how come I'm just hearing about this?"
I stand up and slowly walk over to her. I give her a half smile, one of my fingers going under her chin and easing it so she's looking me in the eyes. I push my guilt down and reflect the love I had for her. "I don't even know if it's mine or not so I didn't wanna worry you. We might do an in womb paternity test in a few weeks, she's not sure yet," I quickly say. My hand moves from her chin to her cheeks. I tilt her head a little before leaning down to place a soft kiss on her jaw. "Don't worry bout her, baby girl."
I could slowly feel her starting to relax as I continue to press soft, lingering kisses from her jaw to under her ear. "How could I not worry when she's tryna pick fights with me at Victoria Secret? If she wasn't pregnant then I woulda whooped her ass." Her voice wavered once or twice as I licked a small circle under her ear. I take my trail of kisses over towards her mouth.
"Even if the baby is mine, you still gonna be my girl," I swallow past the rising guilt. She wouldn't be my girl for to much longer if she learns about what I did. I try to push that thought away as I kiss the corner of her sweet mouth. "You still gonna be mine, right? No matter what?"
Her eyes find mine, searching for the meaning behind my words. I don't try to hide my emotions- because then she's know- and instead I show her all the love I had for her, how much I would always want her, how much I needed her. She must like what she sees because the smile that she gives me is breathtaking.
"No matter what," she repeats.
I grin back before connecting our lips in a kiss that says it all.
