Jaelynn POV
"I think I'm going through withdrawal." Don't ask me where that random ass thought came from, because I couldn't answer you if I tried. I was currently laying down on my bed with Ranae next to me as she does her homework and I stare at the ceiling while texting Jamal.
She looks up from her World History homework with a dumbfound expression. "Your what?" She sounds confused. She has a right to be though, because so was I.
"Withdrawal." I say.
She shakes her head before turning back to her packet. "From what? I wasn't even aware that you were addicted to something." She mutters.
"Dick," I say and she immediately starts to laugh. Maybe I shouldn't have said it so casually. But either way, I really was starting to feel the symptoms.
I look over at my best friend with an annoyed expression as she continues to laugh at my very real problem. Finally, after non-stop laughing for like three minutes she sobers and looks over at me. "I wasn't aware that you could be addicted to dick." She manages to spit out between her little giggles.
I roll my eyes. "Neither did I, but then I fucked Elijah and giiiirrrrllll that boy is like WOW." I take a minute to compose myself because the dark-skinned girl next to me looked like she wanted to throw up or some shit.
"I don't need to hear about how good my boyfriend's cousin is in bed, thank you very much." Ranae cuts me off just as I was about to start venting about how good Elijah is. I honestly couldn't get enough of the sexy chocolate drop. "I get your point though. I just don't understand how you're goin' through...withdrawal when Y'all just broke up."
I sigh dramatically. "It's been two weeks."
"Wow you poor thing," she sarcastically replies. She picks back up her pencil and proceeds to work on her boring ass homework.
"You don't understand Nae. We were fucking multiple times a day for nearly all of August and now I can't even kiss him."
She rolls her eyes while erasing then rewriting a sentence. "That nobodies fault but your own. Your the one who couldn't handle feelings."
I roll my eyes and huff. "Shut up, that doesn't mean I'm not allowed to miss him...or his dick."
She raises a perfectly arched eyebrow. "You miss him now?" She says smartly. I really hate her sometimes, I think as I realize what she's trying to do.
"Of course I miss him," I mumbled as I switch on the tv. Maybe some cartoons would cleanse my dirty mind from all the naughty thoughts it was having.
"Then go get him." She says it like that's the simplest solution. Nothing about this situation was simple.
I scoff. "Like it's that easy," I snap. "Besides even if I wanted him back right now, which I don't, he would probably make me beg or something and my withdrawal isn't that deep. I could always call up Troy, he's been tryna fuck with me for the longest and I heard he knows how to eat pussy."
She gives me a look, the 'why you being so damn stubborn and stupid' look. "Your fucking Juniors now?" She says, her voice disbelieving.
We make eye contact and after five seconds I was groaning and burying my head in my arms. "Your right," I mutter against my arms.
"I'm always right," even though I can't see her I know she's smirking. And they say I'm conceited. "No dick is worth your pride."
I lift my head to see her staring at me. "If I have to go any longer without it then I think it might be."
She laughs and pats my head. "It's barely been two weeks, Jae, I'm sure you'll be fine."
"No, I won't," I whine. I know I was being ridiculous but I also know for a fact that if I have to go another week all horny and shit then I was calling up one of my ex bodies. Maybe Trey because he was the only one who came close to fucking me as good as Elijah did.
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