Caught Up In Your Lies(Ricky Olson FanFic)

Chapter 8

I tried my hardest to look my best for Chris. I never thought I looked good enough and today's no different.

Me and Chris have been dating for a few weeks now. It's been great until recently. He's been acting distant lately.

I sat on my bed and looked out of the window and I could've sworn I felt my heart crack. Chris was sucking face with a girl with half black half red hair. It was Ash Costello. I sighed and slowly broke down.

I got up and cut viscously, then took a few bottles of pills. I closed my eyes and slipped out of consciousness.

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When I woke up, I was in a hospital room.

I quickly sat up but soon regretted it. My head pounded and my entire body was sore. I groaned in pain and looked at my surroundings. Richard was the only one in here.

"Olson." I said as I threw an open water bottle at his sleeping figure.

He jumped awake and growled. I laughed at him but stopped because it hurt.

"Why the fuck did you save me?!" I yelled at him.

"Because I did the same thing when Jessica left me for someone else..." He said quietly.

"I don't give a fuck. I wanted to die. I've wanted to die my entire fucking miserable life! Why didn't you just let me fucking die!?" I said and broke down.
He attempted to wrap his arms around me and comfort me but I shoved them away.
"Don't fucking touch me!" I yelled and nurses and doctors rushed in and I yelled at them too which led me to be put into a mental room for a long while, nearly a month.
I sat there in silence, thinking. My eyes were swollen and I wanted to die even more.
I was about to explode from the amount of medication they gave me. I was too blinded by my wanting to die , that I let my emotions be controlled by my depression and craving to end my life.
"Blade, you've got a visitor. He's a freak like you." My snobby nurse said in disgust. I smiled creepily at her and she ran.
"Hey Blade..." Ricky said shyly.
"Hi..." I said very quietly.
"How are you feeling?"
I shrugged and stared at his eyes, seemingly hypnotized.
"You have pretty eyes." He said quietly. I nodded and kept staring at his.
"They told me you can leave soon."
"Really?" I finally said.
"Yeah."
I got up and hugged him tightly, smiling slightly. He hugged me back and buried his face in my hair.
"I love you..." He whispered very, very silently, probably think I couldn't hear him. I pulled away from him slightly but my and his arms are still around each other.
"You...you love me?" I asked, not believing it.
"I...uh....let's check you out of this place." He stumbled, searching for words. I nodded and he left for the nurse or whatever.
He came back a while later with clothes and I changed while he faced the wall.
"I'm done." I said and he turned around.
He was hiding something from me. I could tell. But I didn't care. The ride home was silent and awkward.
I walked into my house and sighed. I haven't talked to Devin much since he's gotten here. I feel bad now.
I sighed and walked up to my room and fell asleep.
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