Caught Up In Your Lies(Ricky Olson FanFic)

Chapter 18

"Blade. Take your medication." Devin said, crossing his arms and standing in front of the bathroom door until I did.

"Fine." I mumbled and took my depression medication.

"Thank you sis." He said and hugged me tight.

"I love you bro." I said after we pulled apart.

"I love you too." He said and left to the kitchen.

I walked to the living room and cuddled up to Ricky.

"Hi." I said to him.

"Hey." He said, chuckling. I giggled.

"You're cute, you know that?" He said to me.

"I'm not cute." I said.

"Yes you are. No more arguing." He said.

"Still not cute." I mumbled.

"I heard that." He said and started tickling me.

"No! Stop!" I said in between laughs.

"Ricky, what are you doing on that child?" A woman's voice said from above me. I looked up and saw Jessica.

"You're supposed to be my boyfriend and that means you can't be all over your band mate's sister." She said.

I looked at Ricky with a pained expression and quickly moved away from him and left to the bathroom.

I got my medication, went to the room I was staying in, got all my shit, and went back to my house.

I locked the front door and all of the doors and threw it all in my room upstairs.

He has a girlfriend. He was lying to me. He doesn't love me...

I shrugged off the pain because it's happened too many times.

I turned off all the lights in the house and let the house be lit by the beautiful, calming moonlight.

I grabbed a book and roamed around the house, reading.

My phone was vibrating like crazy but I ignored it and continued reading.

There was banging on my door and I groaned in irritation.

I set my book down and looked to see who was at my door.

Goddammit Ricky, leave me alone.

I opened the door and crossed my arms over my chest.

"What the hell do you want? Leave me alone." I said to him.

"Blade, I promise she's not my girlfriend." He tried to plead.

"Yeah and unicorns are real." Sarcasm.

"Fuck Blade, I'm telling the truth."

"Oh bullshit. She wouldn't just show up at your house without knocking if she wasn't your fucking girlfriend. I'm not surprised either. She's fucking perfect and I'm just here, living without a meaning. Just leave me alone..." I said, my voice quieting at the last two sentences.

"Blade..." He tried to say but I just shook my head.

"No. Just go. You've caused me too much pain already." I said, regretting them because I still love him but he's a cancer and I'm destroying it by leaving him.

"No. I fucking love you and I'm not letting you go this time."

"Try saying that to someone who's dumb enough to believe you."

He didn't saying anything after that, yet he stayed.

He moved towards me and kissed me hungrily.

I tried desperately to fight not to kiss back but it wasn't possible.

I kissed back just as hungrily and grabbed his face.

He snaked his arms around my waist and pushed me inside, and I closed the door by pushing him back against it.

He was slightly surprised that I took control but the surprise wore off when he gained it again.

He picked me up, wrapping my legs around his waist, not once breaking our session, and carried me upstairs to a random room.

He pushed me down on the bed and basically ripped off my shirt.

I rolled us over to where I was on top and took off his shirt.

I kissed down from his neck to his lower waist.

I tugged at the hem of his pants and boxers with my teeth.

I was driving him crazy and I loved it.

I slowly undid his pants and pulled them off of him, along with his boxers.

He rolled over on top of me and took off any remaining clothing I had on.

He slammed into me and I moaned loudly.

The next hour, I loved but hated it just as much.

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