Caught Up In Your Lies(Ricky Olson FanFic)

Chapter 15

I woke up to my phone ringing the next day.

I answered it and Devin asked me to come over.

I foolishly said yes and went over there after I put my hair up and put on more clothing than I had on; a HIM hoodie, black low cut tank top, and black shorts.

I walked in without knocking because I don't need to knock anymore.

I gave Devin a hug and sat down on the island in the kitchen, listening to what he had to say.

"How'd everything go? You're okay right?" He asked, sounding worried.

"Yes. I'm fine. Don't worry." I said then smiled to reassure him.

"Good." He smiled and hugged me again.

"You wanna go in the living room with me?" He asked.

I looked in there and Ricky was there.

I shook my head.

"I'm fine right here." I was lying. I wanted to sit next to Ricky, kiss him, hug him, make him smile.

I couldn't do any of that though. I had to be stupid and ruin it.

"Hey Dev, I'll be outside if you need me." I said and walked outside.

I turned on the Reincarnate album on the stereo out there and quietly sang along until it came to Everybody Sells Cocaine.

I turned Chris voice down a bit and grabbed a mic nearby and sang and screamed along to the song.

That's pretty much the only thing in good at.

Then came along Contemptress and I also sang along to it.

In darkness, you're all around me.

I know our future, I feel your body.

What if I told you that I planned this,

What if I want to loose control?

I sang along and nailed the chorus when it came along.

I just continued singing every single word, feeling it all on a personal level.
After that was over, I continued to sing the songs, nailing each part.
Wasp came along and I can say I've never been more attractive to myself than when I sung Wasp at that moment.
The next songs came and went then Carry The Torch came on.
I screamed and sang along to it perfectly.
Sinematic acoustic version came on and I sang it also, but saying fuck where Chris didn't.
After it was all over, I heard clapping and the entire band, including Devin, was standing before me.
"Nice job. I should have you on your with us." Chris said.
"Good job sis. You've got an amazing voice." Devin said.
"Thanks..." I said and smiled before walking inside and getting a bottle of water.
I heard the guys talking about my singing and I ignored it because I didn't really care right now.
I sat on the little black chair next to the couch and played COD: Black Ops online to let my frustrations out.
I was the top one in my team that had the most kills.
Fucking campers got to me occasionally and I'd almost rage quit but in the end, I ended up winning.
Yeah, girls play video games too.
I took a break from the video games and looked through my twitter, Facebook, Instagram, etc.
Everyone kept calling me either the chic Chris Motionless or Ricky's Twin, it depended on what outfit I wore and what makeup style I chose.
I cringed at the thought of being Ricky's sister. I wouldn't be able to be his sister because he's just too damn sexy.
I sighed and got up, putting my phone in my back pocket.
"Hey Devin, I'm leaving." I called out to him and left before he could respond.
I took out my pack of cigarettes halfway to my house and lit one up.
I half smiled at the feeling of relief they gave me.
When I went up to my room when I got home, I took off my hoodie and went through social media again.
I saw old pictures of Jessica and Ricky and I got extremely jealous.
I text Ricky to meet me ASAP.
I knew Ricky hadn't found anyone else yet because I asked Chris and he would know because Ricky tells him everything.
Ricky came into my bedroom soon after I texted him.
"Come here Ricky." I said softly.
He walked towards me and I leaned up, kissing him.
He pulled away and looked at me with pleading eyes.
I nodded and had a very serious look on my face.
He kissed me again and pushed me on my bed.
The curtains were closed so nobody could see what happened next.
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