Caught Up In Your Lies(Ricky Olson FanFic)

Chapter 14

I sat, looking out the window of the hospital room.
I had gotten pregnant and I aborted. Cruel, I know but I wasn't physically fit for a child growing inside of me and I'd end up cutting it out of me in the end if I had gotten really depressed.
I held no guilt because I didn't care. I hate children and I don't want children.
My phone vibrated like crazy on the table beside me and it was Ricky. Again.
I decided to answer it this time.
"Hello."
"What's wrong? Why are you in the hospital?" He asked worriedly.
"I was pregnant so I aborted." I replied bluntly.
"Y-you were pregnant?"
"Yes."
"Why did you abort? That's not okay."
"I'm not physically fit for a child, in ever eat, I would've cut it out myself if I was spiraling deep into depression, and to top it all, I hate children and never wish to have children." I said, aggravated.
There was no reply.
"Hello?" I asked.
Nothing.
I took my phone away from my ear to see that he has hung up.
"Son of a bitch hung up on me. Not like I care anyway." I said to myself quietly.
The doctor walked in soon after and said I could leave and I did so quickly.
I got to my house and sat in my car, deep in thought.
I nearly had a heart attack when someone knocked on my car window.
It was the last person I wanted to see right now.
"What asshole." I stated rather than asked when I got out of my car.
He didn't say anything, he just grabbed my wrist to try and turn me around but I whimpered and he instantly let go.
I ran to my house, knowing he was following me, and quickly unlocked the door but I wasn't fast enough because he caught up with me.
"Fuck, just tell me what the fuck you fucking want." I yelled at him.
"You." Was all he said.
"You can't fucking have me. Go find some other whore, okay?" I yelled again.
He was silent but his eyes told it all. He was very hurt by my words but at the time I didn't give thought to the meaningless words spilling from my mouth.
He continued to stare at me, his eyes forming tears quickly. I watched as they rapidly fell down his beautiful face.
"I'll go, I'll leave you alone, and you'll never heard anything from me to you ever again. Just know, I loved you. Have a wonderful life now that my weight has been lifted off your shoulders." He said, staring at the ground and crying, then walked away slowly.
I sighed and walked into my house, feeling guilty about what I said and how I made him cry.
Another relationship ruined.
Way to be a dumbass Blade.
I mentally slapped myself.
I went upstairs and fell asleep instantly.
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