Stella and her friend Justina were waiting on the BigHit website to order tickets and wristbands (as well as entry cards, just to be safe.) to the next BTS panel and meeting. The girls were way, way too excited for it. They continuously refreshed the page, seeing BigHit's Instagram post for their panel. As soon as the "order" button showed up, Justina and Stella screamed and clicked on them quickly, being one of the first 100 people to order.
Justina squealed, "I know that they let you hold their hands, I've watched so many recordings of them, it made my heart feel so warm at how sweet the boys are!!" She smiled widely, practically vibrating. Stella nodded in agreement, "Of course they are. They have such a supportive ARMY by them. I'm glad to be a part of it.. and not that side of the ARMY, though. We don't talk about them," She laughed breathlessly, a slight smile on her face.
Justina nodded in agreement. She pulled up her phone and looked at her home screen, which was Jungkook, her bias. Stella looked over to see what she was doing. Justina just went online and saved videos of Jungkook smiling. "What?" She questioned. Stella looked away, laughing a bit, "Nothing, nothing. Just curious as to what you were doing.. we should probably get going, though. Now that we have our entrance passes and whatnot, we should go home and try to figure out something to wear.
Justina nodded one more, dashing off without a goodbye other than a small wave. Stella shook her head with a smile, and started to head home.
When she arrived at her house, Stella held her phone and watched compilations of Namjoon singing. "This man has the voice of an angelic choir," she spoke to herself quietly. "This isn't fair— why must he be so perfect?!"
For a few nights, the process repeated of Stella breathing in for a minute, then exhaling and talking to herself about Namjoon being perfect, speaking syllables faster than Eminem and Namjoon himself combined.
Then, the day of the meeting arrived. Stella yeet herself out of her bed, immediately standing up and stretching, checking her phone for the time. The meeting started at 2pm, and it was currently 8am. Stella inhaled deeply, then exhaled.
'You have plenty of time.. don't procrastinate and don't get distracted. You can go out for a bit, maybe talk to Justina for a while, then come back home, watch a Namjoon compilation or two, and then get ready for the meeting. You've got this," Stella eagerly thought to herself.
She got ready for the day, brushing her hair and putting on deodorant, doing whatever Stella does in the mornings. She looked at her phone once more, playing "Moonchild" by RM. She loved that man, he was competing against Levi for her love, and as sad as she was to admit it, he was winning.
She had a specific playlist only for "Moonchild" and "Four o'Clock" to play on repeat. She just put the playlist on shuffle and looped it. It was a great way to listen to her favorite songs over and over again until the lyrics embedded into her brain and inspired her.
~okay im time skipping because frankly im way too lazy to continue writing this, ive never been good at writing slow burns~
Her alarm went off. It was 1:30PM. Stella quickly said goodbye to her friend Justina, waving and running home from the mall. The two decided to get together and go there to pass the time, and pass time they did. They ran store to store looking for merchandise of their favorite Korean groups, finding multiple things to buy.
Stella looked into her plastic shopping bag as she arrived home, quickly throwing on her grey Namjoon jumper. She saw it in a Hot Topic store and immediately had to have it, so she bought it.
She also put on some black jeans with the number 94 scattered all over the design in white. In the openings in the 9 and 4, small, light blue flowers bloomed, causing a nice aesthetic.
