{Criminal Minds} Spencer Reid x Reader

Criminal Undercover {Case}

You.

You were the unsub. You were the one they were searching for. You had to be precise with every kill. No evidence. No fingerprints. No trails. No nothing.

You were smarter than most. Even if there weren't any cameras around you would make sure to change yourself up, so if anyone were to see you. They'd be describing the wrong person and you'd get away.

You worked as a detective to throw people off your scent with the killings. Something about the blood seeping out of them caught your attention. You'd been killing even before you got the job. You were as clean as anything. No one found out about you.

Garcia could run miles of search on you and nothing would come up. You usually got what you wanted but for once you couldn't get that.

You wanted Spencer Reid.

You would see the googly eyes he gave the girls he liked. One of which was of course, JJ. You understood why he liked her. But you couldn't get your head to tell you otherwise.

"You want him"

"But I cant have him"

"Then take him"

"He'd send a signal to the BAU"

"Then kill Jennifer. They won't know it's you. Have him mourn. Be there for him. Give him a reason to love you more than a friend"

You paced back in forth in your apartment. The voice in your head wouldn't stop. It kept repeating itself telling you to do the deed to get his love.

You were considering it but so many other thoughts came to mind.

What if you kill her to get nothing in return?

What if he doesn't love you more than a friend?

No no! He will love you more than a friend whether you have to force it or not.

You weren't working the case that night and you knew that JJ wouldn't be either. You decided it was time for you to finally get what you wanted after 3 years of working at the BAU. She definitely was not gonna get in the way of that.
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As the team packed up and left, you hurried home to get your disguise on. Red wig, beanie, Green eye contacts, and some pink lip stick for show.

You overheard her having a conversation with someone on the phone. She said she was going out to a nightclub for some drinks. She gave the person the address which you had written down. This was a sign.

As you pulled up, you saw her car. With your lipstick you wrote on her window and left before you could be seen. You walked in and immediately searched for her. You spotted her but she was next to someone.

She was next to Spencer. The rage filled you. You couldn't stand the look of her anymore.

You ordered a drink and dropped in a pill. You sent it towards JJ and quickly walked away. You watched from afar as she drank it in one go.

You smirked as you saw the confusion on her face. She whispered something to Spencer and wobbled out. After finishing your drink you threw the glass away to not leave any evidenced DNA behind.

You followed behind her. Luckily she stumbled into a dark alleyway, typical murder huh?

You pulled out your gun as you got closer. You loaded it and held it up to her and right as you were about to pull the trigger you heard those god damn words.

"FBI! Drop your gun!" Spencer yelled. You grunted and turned around putting your hands up in defeat.

"drop it" he said softer.

"if I put it down will you put yours away?" You asked in a different tone to not give your act away.

"depends" He said.

"Then shoot me" you said.

"I don't want to hurt you"

"then once I put my gun down put yours away!" You said holding back tears.

"okay I will" he gulped. You threw your gun towards him. He pushed it to the side and put his away.

"come closer please" You said pained. He took a few steps closer.

"I want to feel you before you find out who I am" a tear rolled down your cheek. Carefully you slipped into his arms. His warm embrace wrapped around you like a blanket.

Right as the police showed up, you couldn't help but kiss him. He kisses back obviously confused and scared of what would happen.

The police pulled you away from him and hand cuffed you.

"I love you Spencer Reid" With those last words they took you away.
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As they were searching around the scene they came across JJ's car and read the writing.

"I'm sorry. I just wanted what I couldn't have"

Spencer remembered the hand writing like he remembers everything else.

"it's y/n" he said. Right at the bottom read,

"not so innocent after all"