Life Before (Prequel to Ghost a MCR Faboulus Killjoy Story)

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"Alright" Pony backed away setting the gauze on the table "You should be good"

I nodded "Thanks" I got off the table and once again got insintly dizzy making me fall back into the table

"Take it easy" Party helped me "Remember you lost a lot of blood for that small wound" he looked at Pony "Thanks again" he helped me out to the car

"Anytime!" Pony shouted

~

I sat in my bed still a bit dizzy but Pony said that'll happen and I'll be like this for at least a day

I was angry, mainly at myself, how could I have let Korse get to me like that, let him do what he did

I stood up and threw the first thing I saw across the room, Then the next thing I knew the whole room was trashed

I heard my door open then everything went black "Ghost!"

~

Once I came to I was laying on the couch with a damp cloth across my forehead

"You did a number on yourself" I heard someone sigh, I looked to see Ghoul sitting there

I sat up and graoned "What happened"

He looked straight ahead "We came back, we were standing here when we heard crashing, Party was the first one to run towards your room, we Opened the door found you laying there with your room completely trashed" he then looked at me "Want to explain?"

I looked down "Got a bit angry"

He raised a eyebrow "At?"

"Myself" I looked at him "When Korse jumped me I froze, I didn't know what to do, I was scared"

He shrugged "Not your fault, it happens to everyone, You think You're ready for something but then when it happens you don't know how to react"

I looked down "Your right"

"Damn straight" he sassed

"Shut up" I rolled my eyes while giving a small chuckle

"Hey" I heard, I looked up to see Party standing there "You okay?"

I nodded "Think so" I paused a second "Before You ask I got angry at myself for letting my guard down allowing Korse to do this"

"It hap-" Ghoul cut Party off

"Already told her" he flipoed through the magazine

"Seriously?" Party sighed rubbing his temples "Always stealing mt spotlight"

"Yup" Ghoul popped the P

~

After a few hours and a now clean..ish room we decided to just sit around telling jokes and stories... Like how it use to be

"Hey can you... You know?" Kobra smiled

"Yeah please you haven't in awhile we wanna hear" Star added

I knew what they were talking about

"Please!" Party begged like a kid wanting a new toy

I chuckled "Okay fine" I took a deep breath then a guitar was in front of me "Where?"

"Dont worry" Star chuckled "Go on"

I nodded and started strumming away and started singing Misery Business by Paramore

After I was done I handed Star the guitar "Now You guys"

They all looked at each other "We don't have many instruments"

I crossed my arms "You'll have to make do besides you made me do it so now it's your turn"

Party sighed "Alright what song?"

"One of yours... Famous Last Words" I smiled

They nodded and did what they could with what little they had

Even though it wasn't perfect to some people it was perfect to me

~

I woke up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night, I brought my knees to my chest sobbing, I couldn't help it, You ever have those dreams that they felt real but it wasn't a good one... that's what happened to me

I sat there thinking about it thinking Maybe I should leave it'd be best then I thought maybe I'm being overly dramatic... But maybe I'm not

Finally I decided on it, After today I was going to leave, it'd be best.. I couldn't live with myself if my family was killed because of me

Sorry I haven't posted in awhile just been busy dealing with a lot hopefully I'll be able to update again soon