Whipped - Drake Merwin x OC

cogito, ergo sum

Astrid Ellison was in the overgrown backyard with Little Pete when Sam brought her the news and the worm.

Pete was swinging.
Or more accurately he was sitting on the swing as Astrid pushed him. He seemed to like it.

It was dull, monotonous work pushing the swing with almost never a word of conversation or a sound of joy from her little brother.

Pete was five years old, just barely, and severely autistic. He could talk, but mostly he didn't. He had become, if anything, even more withdrawn since the coming of the FAYZ.

Maybe it was her fault: she wasn't keeping up with the therapy, wasn't keeping up with all the futile, pointless exercises that were supposed to help people with autism's reality.

Of course Little Pete made his own reality.
In some very important ways he had made everyone's reality.

The yard was not Astrid's yard, the house not her house. Drake Merwin had burned her house down.
But one thing there was no shortage of in Perdido Beach was housing.

Most homes were empty. And although many kids stayed in their own homes, some found their old bedrooms, their old family rooms, too full of memories.

Astrid had lost track of how many times she'd seen kids break down sobbing, talking about their mom in the kitchen, their dad mowing the lawn, their older brother or sister hogging the remote.

Kids got lonely a lot. Loneliness, fear, and sadness haunted the FAYZ. So, often kids moved in together, into what amounted almost to frat or sorority houses.

This house was shared by Astrid; Mary Terrafino; Mary's little brother, John; and more and more often, Sam.

Officially Sam lived in an unused office at town hall, where he slept on a couch, cooked with a microwave, and used what had been a public restroom.

But it was a gloomy place, and Astrid had asked him more than once to consider this his home. They were, after all, a family of sorts.

And, symbolically at least, they were the first family of the FAYZ, substitute mother and father to the motherless, fatherless kids.

Astrid heard Sam before she saw him. Perdido Beach had always been a sleepy little town, and now it was as quiet as church most of the time.

Sam came through the house, letting himself in, calling her name as he went from room to room.

"Sam,"she yelled.

But he didn't hear her until he opened the back door and stepped out onto the deck. One glance was all it took to know something terrible had happened.

Sam wasn't good at concealing his feelings, at least not from her.

"What is it?"she asked.

He didn't answer, just strode across the weedy, patchy grass and put his arms around her.

She hugged him back, knowing he'd tell her when he could. He buried his face in her hair.

She could feel his breath on her neck, tickling her ear.
But there was nothing romantic about this embrace.

At last he let her go.

He moved to take over pushing Little Pete, seeming to need something physical to do.

"E.Z.'s dead," he said without preamble. "I was touring the fields with Edilio. Me, Edilio, and Albert, and E.Z. along for entertainment. You know. No good reason for E.Z. to even be there, he just wanted to ride along and I said okay because I feel like all I ever do is say no to people, and now he's dead."