*sincerely three*
a/n: suicidal evan is a horrible evan to write, but it is the true evan. also i use the word "shout" a lot, be aware. and this is in lowercase, sorryy.
evan's pov
i'm sitting at the top of the tallest tree, looking down.
if i jump now, i'm pretty sure i'd die.
i'm gonna do it.
i lean forward when two voices shout at me from the ground.
jared and connor?
"evan! please don't- just wait there!" jared shouts.
i feel tears prickling my eyes.
he's climbing up the tree to come save me.
"jar, please be careful! i can't lose you!" i shout, not thinking.
"ev, take deep breaths! count to one hundred, like i taught you!" connor shouts.
"1, 2, 3, 4, 5..." i count under my breath.
"hey, acorn."
"jar! pine, you scared me!" i put a hand on my heart and breathe deeply.
he holds his hand out, waiting for me to take it.
"will you allow me to escort you back to the ground?" he asks, bowing his head.
"give me one good reason." i say, sharply. i need a good reason to not jump.
he turns away and bites his lip.
"evan, i-" i can see him start to cry.
"jar, don't cry, you'll set me off!"
"i-i'm sorry, acorn. i just- i love you. i really, really love you." he says.
i gasp and hug him.
"god, jar, i love you too!" i cry, and cry, and cry.
i kiss him and he kisses me back.
"come on, babe, let's get you home."
he helps me down the tree and i cry all the way.
when we get to the bottom, i hug connor, tight.
"never do that again, ev. i love you, please don't."
"con, as long as you don't, i won't." i kiss him and he wraps his arms around my neck.
"guys, wait until we get home at least!" jared wipes his eyes, sniffs and pushes his glasses up his nose.
"jared!"
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