Random Oneshots

Strawberries and Cigarettes

*snowbaz*

Remember when we first met?

"fuck, baz, we're meant to get along!" simon shouts, slamming his hands on the desk.

You said "light my cigarette"

"i would love to get along with you, but you're the one stopping us!" i yell back, standing up abruptly.

So I lied to my mom and dad

"you're the one who pushed me down the stairs! and set that fucking chimera on me!" he walks towards me with heavy feet.

I jumped the fence and I ran

"there's a reason i did those things, snow, but it's not a reason i'd ever tell you." i say right in his face.

But we couldn't go very far

he walks away from me and sits back at his desk, putting his head in his hands.

'Cause you locked your keys in your car

"there must be a reason we were put together. they wouldn't put two people who despise each other together." he says quietly.

So you sat and stared at my lips

i look at simon and smirk, walking over to him.

And I could already feel your kiss

"maybe you're right, snow. maybe we should be friends." i say mockingly. he looks up hopefully.

Long nights, daydreams

his eyes are sparkling with hopefulness and i almost give in, but i push THOSE thoughts back down.

Sugar and smoke rings, I've been a fool

"best friends." i whisper in his ears. he drops his head and whispers something.

But strawberries and cigarettes always taste like you

"im going to find penny. don't wait up for me." he leaves, slamming the door behind him.

Headlights, on me

i crash on my bed when he leaves and start sobbing.

Racing to 60, I've been a fool

simon snow could never be friends with me. my family wouldn't allow it.

But strawberries and cigarettes always taste like

even though i want more than friendship.

Blue eyes, black jeans

the first time i saw simon, he looked... younger.

Lighters and candy, I've been a fool

i know he wasn't that much younger, but now it's like all the world's problems have been dumped on him.

But strawberries and cigarettes always taste like you

he interested me in 1st year, before i knew him.

Remember when you taught me fate

and we were forced to be roommates and i realized why he interested me so much.

Said it'd all be worth the wait

i told myself to push those thoughts down, but that repression probably made them worse.

Like that night in the back of the cab

and when he got with agatha, i felt almost heart broken. like he was a boyfriend who'd cheated on me.