I consider myself to be a person that can hide its feelings pretty well (not saying that's good). But I still don't know what happened to me this past days.
I've been crying and feeling overwhelmed by things my brain just thinks about that have nothing or few to do with the situation.
The other day I freaked out and even cried because I thought your mom didn't like me, or thought of me as an easy girl because I put a little note in your backpack with some message in secret code saying "I LOVE YOU". I'm not even sure if you ever saw that to be honest.
But the other day something affected me more. And I cried more.
We were supposed to go to a group meeting like: play date? With some group of friends but it ended up being changed like four times.
The thing is that by the fourth time I was already supper convinced that it would be done. I mean even the kid that was organizing everything was planning on what sport materials to bring and such but then, that same day, it got canceled due to the bad weather.
To be honest in a normal scenario I would just think of how annoying (maybe) all the changes were but I'll understand. But this time I was already too excited to actually meet you and play around with you. I was actually already daydreaming every single day about what would happen when we were together.
Actually to be completely honest with you:
I am still waiting for this meeting to be done...
I'm still daydreaming...
I'm still hoping...
and I'm slightly afraid of hurting myself again due to all this cheesyness feelings I've been having since a while ago...
OMG I think I'm gonna go crazyyyyyyy!!!
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