This might be a real thing between us

Chapter 24

Fireworks...
Yeah today many things happened but let's go back a little bit.

Let's go back to when you spoke up to me. My friend had to tell you supper angrily what the fudge happened because you wouldn't realize and actually thought things were ok, lol that honestly was so cute. That same recess we had you asked if we could talk, but you said it so suddenly and so coldly, I honestly was scared.

My friend had told me so happily he'd finally tell me somehow, at some hour about what we were now. Or what he felt and so I was freaking out, so nervous.
I looked back at you, not for too long my nerves were on the edge and asked: "Do I have to go?". I thought this has sounded more sad than it actually did but I was so scared I mean, if you wanted to reject me please don't do this. Don't come here and tell me personally or at my face that you don't like me I wouldn't be able to take that... my heart wouldn't be able to take that.
"Please, it's just for a moment" he said.
So I did, I followed him to the columns outside the school. This are used for decoration outside the building but give off a nice hiding place or.. in this case a nice "alone" space.
And you said it... that you liked me back. Everything else became a blur. I was so happy, I even forgot I was in school because I just approached you and hugged you. I said "thank you" and left with a huge smile on my face and I started jumping like a little bunny.

Then came the very exiting day! The schools anual festival! We're there music and games and weird machines I'm scared to use like that ship thing that goes from side to side but it looks so scary to me so I don't even try it. And then we'll there's also many places to hide and be around and alone since it is at night and certain places can get very dark but in a nice way "not a scary way". And so we were going to different places and such but I still never wanted to get into any of the games besides the weird "electric Car" games were you just constantly crash to everyone. And then came the night, the darkness, the pick of the night. The darkest part of the night. The moment we're there's only music, and fewer people and not many games and a possibility to be alone. And so we were, we stayed alone for a while and talked. It almost seemed as if you had wanted to make a move but didn't because your firmed came by.
But a while after before you had to leave back home you asked me to come with you and talk. And well I said yes. Your friend was waiting far away very busy in his phone while I went with you to the playground and you sat down in a bench like built of the playground. And that's when you just asked: "May I?" And even though you never said what I was pretty sure I knew what you meant. So I said yes and tried to keep my cool while you gave me my first kiss.
All the lights in the background suddenly looked like fireworks. All the music turned dim and low sounding almost nonexistent. Then it hit me like a truck: I had already messed up my first kiss with open eyes and freaking out from knowing maybe someone looked at us kiss. But then again it was such a short and quick kiss. I couldn't fully process what happened until after you said goodbye and I ran to my friend with the biggest smile on my face. That moment I can confirm. I was totally and completely drugged in love. I was swimming in illusions and dreams and things that maybe wouldn't be true. But this "first kiss" was so "perfect" I actually thought the rest would be. It gave me so much hope. I mean it truly was like in a dream. I can't believe it happened. It was so amazing, and sweet. And I didn't close my eyes but it was so euphoric and like literal sparkles!