This might be a real thing between us

Chapter 21

So today I had a dream about, basically you...

My dream started with a guy, I don't remember that good how it goes but I dreamt about him. You know who I'm talking about this time. I think...

But well the only difference is that he looked different. Instead of his normal hair color it was slightly darker but I still recognized him as... him? It's weird but I guess the personality is what helped me recognize him.

I don't clearly remember where we were... maybe outside the school? Idk. But I believe it was because I remember seeing my friends. My bff and the same girl that supposedly stopped liking you last year. I remember that we started getting along even more and we were very close! I remember that you were even the cute type of boy, you would be very loving and probably that was my imagination already but I do hope for a cliche kinda romance jaja.

Then I remember that because you were being very "lovely" my friend that "liked" you stared at us and then right at my eyes angrily she was feeling angry, betrayed, and sad but in this dream, for once, I did what I wanted to. I usually try to please others so that they like me as a person and so that they feel good but this time I didn't, because I wanted to be with you, because this time it was time for me to feel love too.

So we went home by school bus but even in the school bus we were joking around and laughing and enjoying time with each other.

This dream then went a little crazy because I don't remember how we even got to a mall were we were walking holding hands and then there was someone that asked what I was doing with you or who I was and you answered:

"She's my girlfriend."

Then the magical dream ended and lights on a new day started. I probably expect a little too much of my first relationship but it was nice to think it'll be as sweet and as loving as I dreamt it to be.

This was probably the best dream in days, since lately I've been having only nightmares.

PS: remember when I talked about how I thought of my body back then and slightly now? Well... I am feeling every time better and better and I've been working harder to look better by exercising and such so I think that on this party that is coming (that is a pool party) I'll bring a bikini. Maybe I won't feel too uncomfortable... and maybe... my mom lets me use it!