Chapter 23

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This day I was expecting a lot of things, people do that, and it's normal. But it really caught me by surprise as to how you did it.

The day before we were talking as we usually do and you acted as if nothing happened. I mean I wasn't expecting much after your response but maybe I still expected to... get a "hey we need to talk" or "hey I'm sorry I-" or "hey I'm gay" idk something! Like just to give me a reason to why not me. My hair? My smile? My body? Am I too chubby? Anything just I need a closure so that I can move past this...

Honestly all that day I was sad and my bff knew it. She could tell, but she also knew I'd still act supper happy and joyful cause that's how I am. That's who I am, a girl that doesn't let other people bring her down...
Or that's what other people see. To me that's a girl that hides what she feels because she fears judgment of others specially older people. Because crying, where she comes from, is a sign of weakness.

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