Thoughts

Trevors Project

One night.....i was crying. i was sobbing. and i couldnt stop. i was mentally hurt but i felt it. it felt real. I was alone. I could literally feel my heart breaking. i had no one to talk to. i was scared and crying and thinking. thinking of how useless i am. how ugly i am. how stupid. how fat. how worthless. how weak i am. i just didnt see the point in living. i didnt see the point in laughing or smiling or talking or even breathing. i was just done. i thought how easy it would be if i just went to sleep and never woke up. so i got my stash of pills. i was crying and sobing and just weak...... but then i remembered something. the trevor project. Tyler Oakley talks about it. Its a 24/7 suicidal hotline. so looked up the number. and i called. i got help. I talked to the person for 2 hours. i dont know his name but i want to thank him yet i dont know how. he didnt get off the phone with me until i was calm. he saved my life. so if anyone is to a point where u feel like no one is there for you..... call the trevor project. their number is 866-488-7386. trust me it will help.