Thoughts

My Suicide Note

*i made this last year. i just wanted to put it on this*

Dear Everyone,

I'm finally done. I've pushed myself to far. I can't seem to care anymore. I go out and act okay, but in reality....I'm broken beyond repair. I'm sorry. Sorry for not being who you wanted me yo be. Sorry for cutting. Sorry I'm depressed. I'm just sorry okay? I can't do it anymore and I'm sorry for being weak. But that's who I am i guess. Weak.

Dear Family,

Im sorry to put you through this. Please don't think you did this. I love you all. Please just carry on. You didn't need me anyway. (There was more i just couldn't bare to put it on this)

Dear Lauren and Megan,

I'm sorry. Im so so sorry. I love you two with all my heart. Tell mother and father and bub I'm sorry. Meg. I love you. I know you know that but i wanted to tell you again. thank you for treating me like a little sister and listening to my problems and being there for me. I am so grateful for you.

Lauren.....I love you. I can't say it enough. Im sorry. I just cant carry on anymore. I don't deserve to have you as my best friend. You don't deserve having to put up with me. You should not have to go through this. I am eternally sorry for the pain i will give you. Don't worry it's for the best. Im so sorry i love you guys so much.

To my friends. ~ I'm sorry. Keep moving forward. Keep reaching higher. Stay strong.

Dear me,

Im sorry i put you through pain and torture. But in the end.....you deserve this you worthless piece of sh*t. I hate you and i should have done this a long time ago.

Goodbye.

Love......or Hate,

Morgen Rayne Tracey.