chapter 1- loss

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Sam's POV
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The day I got the call I couldn't take it... Well none of you know what I'm talking about so let's go back a few steps. I'm sam golbach I have blonde hair and blue eyes and my best friends name is Colby Brock. Anyways now let's get back into the story.... The day I got the call... It felt impossible to take in.... I was having a great day hanging out with Colby, talking about video ideas and just living life the way I should have been. Colby had tackled me and was tickling me and my phone rang nothing to unusual.

"Yeah hello mama" I answered.

"H..h..hi s..s...Sam" she sobbed out into the phone.

"Mom! What's wrong please talk to me I don't want you to be upset what's wrong?!?" I asked frantic.

"Your brother... He... He took his own life Sam..." She sobbed into the phone.
I herd those words and my world came crashing down... My brother.... But why?

"O...I.. I'm speechless" I say trying to hold it together.

"Come home when you want. If you wanna stay with Colby for the night I understand and that ok get out if you need to I don't want you stuck here feeling like it's your fault because it's not love" she said.

"Oh...oh...ok...." U said Shakey into the phone not knowing my words anymore.

"Bye I love you Sam... " She said

"I love you to mamma" I say and then we hung up. I looked at Colby my eyes glazed over. Everything was blurry thanks to me crying. Colby didn't ever ask he just pulled me into a hug and let me cry it out. After 3 hours of Colby holding me, and me crying I sat up, red puffy and blood shit eyes.

"Thanks Colby..." I said more or less wimpering.

"No problem Sam.... Wanna talk about it?" He asked careful to not upset me again.

"Please..." I said.

"Okay" Colby said pulling me to his room on his small couch. He was great company.

"Okay talk to me Sammy" Colby said as I sat next to him.

"Josh... Took his own...l...l..life" I stuttered out tears slipping from my eyes falling down my face.

"Awe Sammy... I'm so sorry" he said wrapping me in a hug. After the long lasting hug I showered and Barrowed some of Colby's clothes they were a bit  big but we made it work. That night I fell asleep peacefully in Colby's arms not worry about anything..... I think I was falling for my best friend

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