Colby's POV
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I came out to my parents they excepted me. That was a big weight off my shoulders. But now I had to tell Sam... I had to tell Sam I liked Sam.... I get interrupted out of my deep thought.
"Cole Robert Brock!" My mom yelled.
"What sorry" I said fully snapping out if it.
"What are you thinking about? I said your name 6 times!" She asked. Wow 6 was I really in that deep of thought?
"Oh.. so you know how I'm gay?" I asked and she nodded.
"Well I think I might have a crush on Sammy..." I said looking down.
"Awe!" My mom said.
"Not awe! Mom.... I I can't tell him..." I said trying to keep it together. She just pulled me in her arms and let me sob and cry in her arms.
"I'm sorry you can't have a normal son... You got stuff with a faggot..." I sobbed out.
"That's not true hun" she said holding me.
I sat up and whipped my tears.
"I.. I'm gonna go talk to Sam I'll be home in a bit..." I said unsure. And she nodded. I grabbed a bag of stuff just in case me and Sam hit things off and I stayed with him. Ha sure Colby thats totally fucking going to happen your ugly as hell and he's gorgeous. I road my bike to his house and dropped it by the back door and walked in.
"Hey Mrs. Golbach" I said smiling at her.
"Oh hi cob! Sam just went to the store for some stuff" she drying her hands.
"Ok. Thanks" I smiled and ran up to the YouTube room. I grabbed his camera and started it and sat on ten couch.
"Hey guys it's Colby. Just Colby today and I know it's strange for me to be in the YouTube room me and Sam share but yeah. So I have to tell you guys something..." I said and took a deep breath.
"So you all have pointed out that look me and Sam give each other or how I just stare at him.. and even gave us a ship name.." I said looking at my hands.
"Well solby isn't real... But I need to tell you that... I'm .. I'm gay.." I said looking at my hands swallowing hard.
"Well thank you for watching!" I said and ended it. I felt the hit tears starting down my face. I wasn't gonna edit this one I just posted it. Just as I finished I sat on Sam's bed looking at the floor until Sam came in.
"Colby.... I seen the vid.. " those words made my heart stop. I continued to look at my hand hot tears streaming down my face. I could see it he already hated me.
"I..." I didn't know what to say.
"Yes Colby go on" Sam said and wrapped his arms around around me. I buried my head into his chest crying.
"I love you Sam..." I said crying.
"I love you too colby" he didn't mean it like I did.
"No more than a friend..." I said breaking down.
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do I like You or Do I love you? (Sobly) (Book 1)
FanfictionBook may contain triggering topics! - Coby Brock and sam golbach have been best friends since the beginning of time. They've been friends for as long as they could remember they were the nerds of their school. Everyone just thought they were anothe...
