Colby's POV
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Me and Sam have been friends since birth but I started to realize him different in 6th grade. His adorable blue eyes, the way his perfect hair lay on his head, the clothes he wore most, and even how he acted around people. I started to see all these small thing.... I didn't understand why. I had a girlfriend. I wasn't gay!
*Flashback to 6th grade*
"Hey Colby" Sam said smiling as he walked to me.
"Oh hey sam" I said as he brought me out if my thoughts.
"Is something wrong? You'd tell me right?" Sam asked frantic. God he was so cute when he was nervous. NO! COLBY YOUR STRAIGHT STOP!!
"Yes Sam I would tell you. But nothings wrong..." I said. I looked Sam in the eyes I couldn't stand it.... Was I gay because I thought of him this way or was I straight? I walked to the teacher and asked if I could see the middle school counselor and she nodded and I ran to the middle school area. I knocked on the door to her office.
"Oh! Colby hi! Come in have a seat dear" she said I figured since she was a lesbian she might be able to help me in this situation.
"Okay Colby spill it what's bothering you?" She asked as she sat on a bean bag and I sat in the pillow filled corner.
"I think I like someone" I said looking at my hand that were in my lap.
"Oh... That's all?.. phhh that normal at your age" she said patting me on the shoulder.
"I think I... Think... I like a b...boy.." I said looking at my hands again.
"Oh! Who may I ask?" She said.
"Ummm...." I said not wanting to say it.
"Sam" I mumbled super quiet my voice cracking at my nerves. She heard.
"Awe!!! He's your best friend he'll except you" she said trying to help.
"Yeah but... I have a girlfriend" I sighed. Well let me rephrase that I had a girlfriend until she walked into the room and said we were over like not even 5 minutes I said I had a girlfriend.
"Never mind I don't have a girlfriend!" I said as she walked out.
"Well then go after that person I bet they will like you back!" The councilor said before patting me on the back. I sighed I was over it. Iiked him but I didn't like him!
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FanficBook may contain triggering topics! - Coby Brock and sam golbach have been best friends since the beginning of time. They've been friends for as long as they could remember they were the nerds of their school. Everyone just thought they were anothe...
