Too Fast For Love

Chapter 13: Wasted Time

*trigger content warning throughout this chapter*

I woke up the next morning in bed with Nikki's arm wrapped around my waist. I slowly moved out of them to go into the bathroom. He made moaning noise and rolled onto his stomach and knocked back out. Once I got into the bathroom, I sat down to pee. I then realized when I got up after I finished, there was blood. A lot of blood. My heart started beating really fast. I started to freak out. I knew exactly what was happening, but I didn't want to admit it to myself. I quickly locked the door and stripped out of my clothes and hoped into the shower.

Once I was out and got dressed, I didn't bother putting on any type of makeup. Luckily Nikki was still asleep. I didn't want him knowing what was happening nor seeing me like this. I left him a note letting him know that'd I'd be back later and to call me once he woke up. I figured that I would need someone to go with me, but Alice was still asleep too so I decided I'd go over to the guys place to see if any of them were awake.

I knocked on the door and there was no answer. I knocked a little bit louder and harder. Before I knew it, Vince opened the door, covered in just a towel.

"Hey Kat, what's up" he asked.I then walked in and closed the door behind me. "Sorry, I just got out the shower" he finished saying.

"It's okay. I just - I need someone to go with me somewhere" I said getting choked up on my words. I started to feel a tear streaming down my face.

"What's wrong Katrina" he asked more seriously sitting down next to me on the couch trying to keep himself covered up.

"Can you take me to the hospital" I said muffled with my face in my hands.

Before I could say anything else, he got up.

"I will. Let me just get dressed. I'll be right out" he said. He knew exactly what was going on without me even saying anything. I could see it in his face.

Once we got to the hospital, I signed myself in and took a seat next to Vince.

"You know you're going to need to tell him" he said.

"Vince, I know. I just don't really want to think about anything right now. I'm already worrying about everything too much right now."

"Alright. Everything is going to be okay though, I promise" he said kissing the side of my head and letting me put my head down on his shoulder.

After about 30 minutes of waiting, my name was called.

"Katrina Graves" the lady in pink scrubs called. I got up from my chair.

"Want be to come along" Vince said grabbing my hand. I looked back at him and nodded my head. He got up and then followed behind me. We then proceeded to walk down the long hallway past all the rooms full of patients.

"The doctor will be in here shortly" closing the curtain behind her and walking out. It didn't take the doctor more than five minutes to come in and check me out.

He came in to a pelvic exam, blood, tissue and chromosomal tests, and an ultrasound. After doing an ultrasound on me to make sure I was really having a miscarriage, he wiped the gel off my stomach and I covered myself up with the hospital gown. Vince was still next to me shaking his leg and biting on his nails.

"So the type of miscarriage you're having is called a inevitable miscarriage. This is when there is a dilation or effacement of the cervix and or there is rupture of the membranes. This is why you have back pain along with the bleeding with your open cervix" he said.

"Woah" is all I heard from Vince. He stopped violently shaking his leg and grabbed ahold of my hand, squeezing it tight.

"So what happens next" I ask holding back my tears.