Watashi no ai: Raifusākuru

7. Truth about friendship

|Third person|

After all that everyone sat on sofa. Katsuki's friends were on one and Deku and him on another sofa.

"Tell us. Why do you think you love Katsuki." Kirishima asked trying to start a conversation. Katsuki went to the kitchen to make breakfast.

"I don't think I love him. I do love him." Deku tried to explain himself to Katsuki's angry jealous brother. But of course it didn't work it. Kirishima continued:"You fight good. But not good enough. How you gonna protect my Katsuki? Ha?!".

"Your Katsuki?" Deku asked suspiciously with little smile on his face. "He is not yours, body. Actually. He is not mine either. At least not yet.".

Kirishima gave him angry look because of his respond.

|Deku's POV|

"You fight good. But not good enough. How you gonna protect my Katsuki? Ha?!".

"Your Katsuki?" I asked with little smile on my face.

"He is not yours, body. Actually. He is not mine either. At least not yet."

It is tru. That blondy angel is still not mine. But one day. He will be.

"We will see that." That fucking yellow haired alpha. You will see. Don't worry about it.

"So...You are doctor? Well at least our Katsuki won't live on the street." Pink hoe comment. I thought that at least she has brain inside her head. But I was wrong. Why does everybody hates me? I don't get it. Practically Katsuki is noone to them but they still love him like he is some kind of God. Okay. I get that. Friendship. But still. Why this much protection?

"You know... It's easy to judge me. But why do you love him so much?" I asked. I saw how everyone lowed their heads at this. Hmmmm...this is going to be fun.

"Katsuki is like a little brother to us." - Mina

"I already figured that out. But why him?" - Me

"I was babysitting him when he was little and just started carrying about him that much." - Kirishima

"Why?" - me

"Why not?" - Sero

"Why yes?" - me

"Stop it." - Kaminari

"Stop what?" - me

"That!" - Kaminari

"What that?" - me

"Just fucking stop it!" Kirishima yelled. Oh. I touched the nerve, ha? Good. They deserve it. Katsuki came to us with breakfast.

"So...About what did you talk about?" He asked. Damn...he looks beautiful in the morning. And his skin. Is shining on the morning rays of the sun. Also his skin is all covered with my bites and marks. Hehehehehehehehehehe.

"Nothing." - Mina

"About you obviously." - Me

"No. We were talking about weather." - Kaminari

"And you." - me

"No I think I will remember if we talked about him." - Mina

"But we did. Maybe you have problems with memory." - me

"No I do not have problems with memory!!!!" - Mina

"Hmmm...I wouldn't agree." - me

"STOP IT!" Katsuki stopped the conversation. Too bad. It was getting hot here.

|Katsuki's POV|

Why are they fighting? I don't get it. I thought they finished it already.

"I think is time we go. Bye Katsuki. We got you some supplies. They are here." Kirishima said it like he really didn't want to go but I think he is right. It's better if they leave. And they did after showing me supplies.

"Why did you provoke them?"

"I didn't"

"Yes you did."

"Well...I don't get them. Why do they protect you so much? Practically you are noone to them."

That's truth. I'm noone to them. Deku is right. I don't know should I tell him or not. He looks at me I can feel it. But I don't have strength to deal with that topic now.

"I'm sorry, Did I hurt you?"

What? Hurt? Me? I guess no. Why does he asks that?

"Kacchan. Did I hurt you?"

"What? No!"

"Then why are you there?"

"Where?"

He pointed with finger to me. I was like seven feets away from him and I didn't want to come closer to him. Why? I don't fucking know Okey?!?!?! I just don't want to.

My feet won't move, my body is shaking and I don't fucking know why!!!! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck!Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fucking fuck! He is approaching to me! Shit!!! He pushed me on the wall and looked at me from above! Fucking fucker!

"Katsuki..." Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit! He is talking on my ear! Fuck!

"Let me ask you a simple question. Okey!" No! No, it's not Okey! Fuck you! Screw you!

"Yes or no!" He said louder with angrier voice. I got scared. I felt like I'm loosing myself. Like he is taking full control over me. Motherfucker!

"YES OR NO?!?!?!?!?!" He was furious now. I started shivering. Almost crying for help. I didn't want to get him even more angry so I spoke: "Y....e....s.........". I said pathetically and like a victim. Deku was just staring at my eyes and I was looking down on my feets. His hands were surrounding me and I couldn't even move a muscle. Why are you starring at me?!?!? Oh my god please stop it!

"Why do they care about you that much?" Now he said it low like first time. I left a breath as a relief. But I started panicking again cause I didn't want to answer on that question and I knew he is going to become more angry than before. So I improvised.

"Why does that matter to you so much?"

"Cause I have feeling like your 'friendship' didn't just happend. There was something in between, was it?"

It was. But I couldn't tell him. He will start hate them even more even if it's not their fault. Is mine. I continued looking at feets and he continued staring at me. I knew he is becoming more and more angry but I tried to ignore it. I really tried. But his smell started filling the air with tension and rudeness and I was scared and overwhelmed....And I started crying.

I really did. I started fucking crying. My tears were falling on my face and Deku saw it. He hugged me whispered to my ear: "You can tell me...I swear I won't judge you, or use that against you. Okey? I love you. So please... Tell me.".
I couldn't control myself so I told him.

"When I was ten, they were sixteen. Then Kirishima was only my babysitter and his friends were his friends. Nothing more or less. One day Kirishima said he would do anything for me to protect me. I didn't actually care cause I knew he needs to say that to every child he babysit. He took me to bar cause he needed to watch after me but he wanted to go there. Mina, Denki and Sero were also there."

"He took a ten years old child to the bar?! Son of bitc-"

"Stop it!" I cutted him off. He promised to stay quiet. I see, going good ha?

"I'm sorry." He apologized. I think so to!

|Deku's POV|

"He took a ten years old child to the bar?! Son of bitc-"

"Stop it!" Katsuki cuted me off. Shit! I promised to stay quiet. I really hope he would continue.

"I'm sorry." I apologized. I really want to hear the end. So I can kill them.