Watashi no ai: Raifusākuru

13. Stare

|Katsuki's POV|
Deku? Deku? Deku?!?! DEKU?!?!? Why? Why the fuck? Why is Deku here? Omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg, omg!!!!! O MY FREAKING GOD!!!  He started crying all of a sudden, I didn't know what to say. But he did came to me, tho.

"Katsuki....I......"

"Deku. Just. Don't."

"But-"

"Please leave." It hurts. I didn't see him for 15 years! 15 years!!!!! Well, that is kind a my fault. I guess.

"I didn't came here to talk about you Katsuki."

|Deku's POV|

I didn't came here to talk about you Katsuki." I lied. I totally did:"I came hee to talk about Aiko.". He looked at me with death glare. He looked so furious and angry.

"I knew that I shouldn't have let her go on that trip!"

"Well you did. Now tell me the truth."

"What truth?"

"About Aiko. Is she or is she not my daughter." I know I rushed a little but I needed to know. He stood there for a couple of minutes just staring at me.

"No." Was his final answer.

"Come on Katsuki! Don't lie to me! You did make an abortion, right?! You lied to then, you don't have to now!!!" I yelled this time. That make him shiver.

"Deku. Get out!"

Katsuki was walking around the room like maniac. He was panicking I could see that. "Katsuki?"

"SHUT UP!"

"What...?"

"SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP!..."

"IM NOT TALKING, KATSUKI! YOU ARE!"

"AIKO IS NOT YOUR DAUGHTER, DEKU! GET OUT!" That lying bastard. Can't he just admit it?!?!?! Damn it! Damn it!!! I'm losing my self control.

"Deku!!!! OUT!!!!"

"NO. LISTEN TO ME KATSUKI! TELL ME TRUTH OR IM GOING TO-"

"You are going to what?" The blondie guy with ocean blue eyes stood behind me, holding my right arm. That ugly bitch! Who does he think he is?! Why did he involve anyway?!?!

"Oijiro. It's Okey."

"Are you sure, Bakugou? He seems unstable." Unstable my ass you little ugly bitch with a ponytail!!!!

"Yes. He was leaving anyway."

"No I'm not!"

"If Katsuki says that you are leaving, then you are leaving!"

I just stared at that blondie asshole. He was alpha. I could sense that. That's way maneged to put me out of house. He throw me out! He throw me out?!?!?! That bitch! He got the battle, but not the war. I will just wait until he doesn't go away. I hide behind the bush in their garden. I could see them throw window. Oijiro came to Katsuki hugging him. How fake little bitch! Then in the room came unfamiliar women and she also hugged Katsuki. Great. Group hug! It would be great if she is alpha too! I stayed in that bush for like three hours. Men, that is uncomfortable. Then I saw Oijiro, unfamiliar women and those three brats getting in car and leaving. Thank goodness! I thought I was gonna die of boringness. I get out of bush and headed myself to doors. Then I stood on halfway realising that Katsuki would never let me in. I thought that it would be better if I came in through window! That's great idea! Imagine 40 years old men, climbing on a window to get in the house. Not weird at all. Not weird at all. That's completely normal. When I finnaly, get in the house, I was in living room. I saw that Katsuki isn't here, so I started looking for him. He wasn't in the kitchen either. Looked for him but I just couldn't find him. While I was looking for him I saw many photos hanging on the wall. Katsuki was there, and that unfamiliar women, and bastard Oijiro, and these little three brats and Aiko....She looked so innocent as a child. I'm sad that I wasn't here while she was growing up. It's weird. It's a damn weird feeling. I feel like I love her. I don't know how to describe that feeling. It's beautiful and painful. Like a curse. Then I remembered I was looking for Katsuki. He was just like that feeling. Beautiful and painful. So beautiful.......so beautiful.......but yet, so stubborn and stupid! Ah....well that's what I like about him tho. His passion and stubbornness. I noticed stairs and decided to climb on them. I was looking for Katsuki's room. I decided to look in only room where doors were closed. I, again, opened it very slowly and quietly so Katsuki couldn't hear that the doors are opening. When I opened doors I saw Katsuki sitting on his bed hugging his pillow and crying. He was crying. Damn it! Was he crying because of me? I ran to him, removed the pillow and hugged him so tight that there is no way he could ran away. He tried to get out but I didn't let that happen. I left my Alpha scent to calm him down. Luckily it worked. He was calm now and quietly crying on my shoulder. Men, I didn't touch my omega for so long. He smells so good. And his skin is so soft. I saw the mark. My mark. I forgot how beautiful it is. It's so dark. Its completely different than Katsuki's skin colour. It fits so perfect.

After few moments Katsuki raised his look to meet my eyes. His eyes were dull and red,probably of crying. He stared at me with Cristal crimson red eyes. So fucking beautiful. He was so fucking beautiful.

"Why are you still here?" He finnaly spoke. I just continued staring at him not wanting to respond. Cause to be completely sure, I don't know how to respond.

"Deku?" He looked at me worriedly. I just continued staring at his face. His beautiful sharp eyes...."Deku? Can you hear me?", his innocent ears........"Oi? Stop staring! It's creepy!", his soft blondie hair......"Are you even alive?", His pink little cheeks......"Oi! Let go of me! Deku?!?!", His lips.........His lips........his small perfect lips........I wonder does they still taste the same.

Does they?

I wanna know. I have to. I need to.

"DEKU!" Ahhh? What? What is happening? Where am I? Then I looked at Katsuki and realized that I got lost inside my thoughts.

"Yes, Katsuki? Why are you yelling?"

"I thought you died!"

"Me? How nice of you! You care!~~~" I smiled at him evishly. Then I realized  I was on top of him this whole time, staring at him like I'm going to murder him. That is creepy tho. But I was on top of him. I was on top. Maybe I could-

"Why are you here, Deku?!"

Fuck. I gotta think. Damn. I act like a child! Although I'm 40.

"Why did you come back?" Oh yeah. He thinks I left.

"Deku!"

"Ahhh...yeah. Sorry. Khm. We need to talk."

"Can you first get the fuck of me?" But I don't want to!