Watashi no ai: Raifusākuru

31. Marathon

|Deku's POV|

After our conversation, Daichi went to living room where Aiko and Ryuu were. On the other hand, I headed myself to the kitchen to see if Katsuki needs help with anything. When I entered i saw Katsuki drying the dishes.

"Do you need help?" No respond. He just ignored me and continued doing what he was doing.

"Katsuki....Are you-" I approached closer to him but I froze when I saw him crying. Crying? He was crying?!?! Omg! What the fuck do I do?! I didn't saw him crying for so long! Omg! Should I hug him?! Should I ask him what's wrong?!? I don't know what to do!!!! Fuck!

"Deku.......?"

Oh fuck! He calls my name!!! Should I say something!? I should definitely say something!!! Then why am I not saying anything!?! SAY SOMETHING, STUPID ME!!!!!!

"Yes........?" I'm going to kill myself. So let's see how this situation looks like. The love of my life is crying in front of me, calling out my name and all I do is say:"Yes?". Great. Fucking great!

"I.....I.......It's nothing. Don't worry. It's just panic attack."

"Panic what?"

"Don't worry. Sob. Smirk. I'm fine. It's just sob panic attack."

Panic attack?! What the fuck?! PANIC ATTACK!?!?! WHAT KIND OF PANIC ATTACK!?!?! Wait!!! I'm doctor!!! I should know!!!!! And yet I didn't do anything, again. He just cried in front of me and I just stood there staring at him.

"Katsuki....? What going on? Why do you have panic attack?"

"It's nothing, sob, really. Smirk it's just because I'm sob pregnant."

"You are crying because you are pregnant? You don't want the child!?"

"Don't be an idiot, Deku! I do want smirk the child. Sob it's just that I sob have a panic attack. Sob it happend and when I was pregnant with smirk Aiko, too. It's just because of hormones and everything."

"You have panic attacks when you are pregnant?"

He just nooded. When I think better, actually it is possible. Omegas during their pregnancy have many side affects. Every omega has its own of course. Katsuki throws up a lot and I noticed he is always in a bad mood. And now panic attacks. Great. I probably forgot on side effects because I wasn't there on when he was pregnant with Aiko. And Uraraka is beta. So she doesn't have that kind of side effects.

I didnt know what to do. Again. I wanted to help him but I didn't know how. I knew that I have to calm him down. So i tried to hug him. Luckily it worked. I hugged him really tight and he returned the hug. I could feel his breaths on my chest. It was so adorable. I didn't care that he completely destroyed my shirt.

"Deku......."

"Hm?"

"You need sob to let go."

"I will when you calm down."

"I can't! Smirk I just can't! It's like sob my body doesn't smirk want to listen to my brain."

"Okey? How can I help?"

"You can't!"

"But I want to."

"But you can't."

"But I will!"

"No you won't!"

"Why not?"

"Cause I say so."

"Say what?"

"That you can't!"

"Can't what?"

"Calm me down!!"

"But I can't."

"You can! FUCK!"

HA. I got him.

"Katsuki...just breathe. And relax. Okey?"

"Fine."

"It wasn't that hard, was it?"

"SHUT UP FUCKING BASTARD! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!!"

Oh fuck. Here we go again. But at least he calmed down.

|Katsuki's POV|

Damn Deku! Doing whatever he wants not caring about fucking consequences! I pushed him away and left the room. I went to living room and sat next to Aiko.

"Papa! Where were you? We almost started without you!"

"Without me? How dare you! You know I love Pokemons."

"You do?" Well that was unexpected. Daichi asked me a question. He finnaly spoke to me. That shocked me I must admit.

"Yes. And who doesn't."

"Our father."

"It's not like I don't like it, Ryuu. I just don't understand who is Pokémon in this story!" Deku approached to us and, unfortunately, sat next to me.

"How do you mean you don't know who Pokémon is? They are humans and Pokemons. You can't miss it." I tried to explain to him but he didn't get it. He said that all he see is hybrids. Wow. I must admit I was never more disappointed in him than now.

"Did you ever watch Pokemons?" I asked him with curious look.

"Yes, he did. He took us to Pokemon movie. Detective Pikachu." Aiko answered before Deku could even open his mouth.

"He did? When?"

"Ummm...When you were in hospital."

I glared at Deku. Deku tried to avoid eye contact with me but I punched him in his chest so he had no other choice. He grinned than looked at me. But when he did I rolled my eyes and stoped looking at him. I had no reason to be angry on him though. I just don't like the idea that he formed some kind of family with them without telling me. Bitch.

The marathon started and kids were enjoying. I enjoyed too. I liked Pokémons. I mean who doesn't. I looked at Deku to see him extremely confused. He also seemed very bored and sleepy.

I whispered to him:"Confused?"

"Katsuki, who are this hybrids?" We whispered because we didn't want to disturb children while they are enjoy their movie.

"Hybrids? Moron. This hybrids are Pokemons."

"They are all Pokémons? Really?"

"Yes. This is Pikachu. He is the main character, along with his master."

"This shit is so confusing and stupid."

"No it's not. You don't like it because you are stupid. Even children understands what's going on in the cartoon."

"Because it's made for children. And don't call me stupid."

"But you are."

"Well then you are fucking childish because you like this shit."

"Shut up bastard!"

Deku just smiled at that. I glared at him again. I'm not childish! I just like Pokemons! That's not childish! I'm 33 years old! I can watch whatever I want!