Watashi no ai: Raifusākuru

14. Creep

|Katsuki's POV|

Oijiro, Hagaruke and their children left on a family trip. They asked if I wanna come but I couldn't leave my daughter alone. I know she is fifteen, but still. They going for like a week. I hope they gonna have beautiful time together. Ah, today was such a tiring day. Deku came. Seeing him after 15 years hurts. It is my fault for running away, but I couldn't stay. I just couldn't. That child would destroy Deku's future. It would. So I have to left. I just have to. I was to tired and exhausted for anything so I went to my room. I sat on my bed thinking. Ah.....I remembered how this shit started.

~Falshback~

"Khm khm." I tried to nervously clear my throat."Eijiro,Mina,Hanta and Denki.... This is Deku....I..I mean Izuku. Izuku Midoriya. Izuku...these are my siblings....." I tried to meet them.

"Tell me Denki...With your impressive technics and knowledge...could you hide a murder?"

"Of course boss. Like anyone would even suspect at you."

"Oh you wanna kill me? I have few suggestions how if I may choose how I wanna die?" Deku what the fuck?! This isn't game?!

"You think this is a joke?!" Kirishima angrily stood up and started walking to Deku. Deku stood still. Fearless. Kirishima looked him in the eyes and start yelling:"Katsuki! What the fuck did I told you about this?!?! Ha?!?!"

~Flasback ends~

Hahahahah....I remember that day so clearly. When Deku met my siblings first time. It was so scary and dark at that moment but now, I think it's funny. I don't even realize that I dated crying. Damn! Why did I start crying?! I took my pillow and hugged it. I miss my siblings. Even if they aren't my real siblings....

And I miss...

Ahhhhhhhhh?!?!?! Deku?!?! He ran to me and hugged me. He was hugging me?!? Why was he even here?!?! Why is he here?!?! That bastard! I tried to free myself but I couldn't. He was holding me so tight. And he left that stupid Alpha scent. I couldn't do anything about it. His scent makes me follow every his command. I felt so weak and submissive. Pathetic. But I did calm down. I figured out that he won't let me go until calm down. I putted my head on his shoulder and started crying.

~Flashback~

"Papa?"

"Yes Aiko?"

"You know my birthday is soon, right?"

"Aha. Do you want something special?"

"I wanna meet Dad!"

"No!"

"But-"

"No! Just forget about him! Just forget!"

"I don't want to! Maybe you can, but I didn't even met him! He can't be that bad!"

"Aiko, Stop!"

"No, I want to meet Dad! And one day I will! And you two are going to forgive each other and live happily together wanted you that or not!"

~Flashback ends~

I have nothing to forgive your dad. He is perfect. He is kind and fearless. Smart. Funny. He is just......perfect. I raised my head to look at his eyes. They very beautiful. So dark. So shiny.

"Why are you still here?" He didn't respond. He was just staring at me. So creepy. I felt so weird. He didn't even blink.

"Deku?" I was worried now. Is he Okey? Does he need help. Damn I can't even ran away. He was on top of me completely blocking every way to free myself.

"Deku? Can you hear me?" Nothing. He didn't move a muscle. Only thing that was moving were his eyes. They were rotating around my face.

"Oi? Stop staring! It's creepy!" He looked dead. His eyes were moving but he still didn't blink. Fucking blink motherfucker!

"Are you even alive?" I was embarrassed now. He was looking at me like I'm some pray or something. He is scary. So creepy.

"Oi! Let go of me! Deku?!?!" He was staring at my lips now. Deku don't you dare! Don't do that!

"DEKU!"

"Yes, Katsuki? Why are you yelling?" He finnaly respond. Thank goodness.

"I thought you died!"

"Me? How nice of you! You care!~~~" I am going to murder him. I don't give a shit about him. "Why are you here, Deku?!" He didn't respond again. He was just looking at me. DID YOU FORGOT HOW TO FUCKING TALK?!?!

"Why did you come back?" Still nothing. I feel so stupid. Talking to myself cause Deku is obviously not communicating with me. Obviously.

"Deku!"

"Ahhh...yeah. Sorry. Khm. We need to talk." Finally! FUCKING FINALLY!

"Can you first get the fuck of me?" He didn't respond. AGAIN!

"Oi Deku! Stop staring it's creepy as fuck and start talking in the name of God."

"Oh Okey. Ammmmmmm.....How are you?" He smiled nervously at me. Really? FUCKING REALLY?!?!

"Well you know, I'm good. This is just an ordinary day. I met my ex after 15 years. He then left but return BREAKING INTO MY HOUSE AND SHOWING HIS UGLY ASS ON TOP OF ME!!!!!!  And how are you, you little peice of shit?!"

"I see you are still rude little asshole."
How dare he!?!?! He beak into my house?!?!! How dare he talk like that?!?!?!

"I see you are still full of yourself!"

"I see you still spoiled little prick!"

"I see you are still selfish hoe!" We both laughed. Men I missed this. I forgot how his smile is so beautiful. I closed my eyes because of laughing and then I felt something on my lips. Did he- ....? He couldn't....? I opened my eyes.....his face so close, his eyes were looking straight at my, his lips were touching mine.......He maneged to enter his tounge I tried to fight. I tried to fight against him but he didn't gave up. And I couldn't fight for long because his Alpha scent was killing my omega. I was shivering under his body. I couldn't control myself, I felt so lost. So weak. His tounge was traveling around my mouth so rough. Like it's his first time. To be honest we did it only once. Only once. So I guess, this is right. NO! THIS ISNT RIGHT!!! DEKU CONTROLS MY MIND!!! STOP!!!!!

His hands were slowly rubbing my belly. That make me feel so comfortable. I guess that was what he wanted.

It's been thirty seconds since Deku kissed me and I need air. But Deku is not putting out his fucking tounge!

~Falshback~

"So....Virgin ha?"

"And you are not?"

"Welllllllllllllll....."

"I suppose that you are not. How many?"

"Welllllllllllllll........"

"Deku!"

"9?"

"9!?!?!"

"Okay 10!"

"10??!?!?!?!"

"Fine fine it was 11. 11 I swear!"

"11?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!"

"15. But that it now for real!"

"15??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?"

"I love you?"

"15??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?"

"Well..."

"15?!?!?! You are 25!"

"Khm khm. Well you see it's complicated and..."

"Complicated?!?!?!?! Complicated?!?!?!?!?It's complicated?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!"

~Flashback ends~

"Papa?"

Fuck!