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12|Wine And Dine

I guess my nap turned into a full eleven-hour sleep since I reached for my phone and saw 7 am. I would be late for my first day back out to work, but with everything that I have been through over my unexpected mini-vacation, I didn't seem to mind as much. At least work would keep my mind off Taylor and this crazy situation.

If he wanted to contact me, I'm sure he would by now. Knowing fully well something was wrong, I had to lie to myself to cope with it. I kept my faith and I prayed for his safe return, hoping that by some miraculous way I'd see him again. I made my way to work, where my boss already had work lined up for me. I sighed, but I looked at this as my time to forget about my personal life for the moment.

Goods to pack and customers to sell, food to cook and the kitchen to clean. This was my first day out and I'm positive, I didn't miss it one bit. If it wasn't for the money, I'd never return here. At 2pm, I finished cleaning and I took my bag as I proceeded out the door.

One of the customers saw me and offered me a ride home since he was going in that direction as well. Who am I to pass up a free ride home, unless I get a bad feeling about someone. I waited for him to receive his food and we got in his pickup.

On the way home, we talked and laughed a bit. He was a well off mature man, a business owner and a father of three. His wife passed away five years ago and he had now begun to open up his heart again. He asked if I would accompany him to a movie later and without thinking, I said yes.

"What kind of hoe am I? Have I lost all respect for myself? I don't even know this man, but I'm going on a date later?" I questioned myself. I already told him, yes, and I hate to disappoint, so I guess I'd really be going with him later. I know he would try something, but I won't allow it since I honor my marriage.

He pulled up to the corner, so I hopped out of the vehicle. I didn't want him to know exactly what house I resided in, so I thanked him and walked away. Before he left, he told me to be ready by 8pm. I blushed and waved to him as he left, continuing on my stroll down the rest of the street. My kids came running towards me bare feet, claiming they couldn't find their shoes, but I knew they were just making excuses so I won't quarrel with them for it.

I hugged them all, before asking what my mom cooked this morning. Rice, dhal and curry chicken was her favorite, so she decided today's menu would be just that. As we got inside, I took off my sandals and threw myself on the couch. Scrolling through my social media, I came across a memory from five years ago. I glimpsed it as I swiped past it quickly. I couldn't deal with any negativity at the moment, and seeing Taylor's face would just put me in a state of depression.

Before I was thrown in that state, I decided to get off the couch and organize. I had to shave, paint my toes and dye my hair. My hereditary grey hair was beginning to show and I honestly didn't want to be seen as no granny tonight, so I prepared. When I was finished, I looked at the time. 6:45pm flashed across the phone screen, so I decided to take my bath and get dressed early.

I know that I've always been late when I was dating Taylor, but I decided to try something new this time. After all first impressions, last, a lifetime and I wanted this one to last, even if I let him down later. I organized myself and got dressed, so by 8pm I'd be ready and waiting.

The time grew closer and I got nervous. It's been a while since I've been out with anyone besides Taylor. I hope my breath smells good and I don't screw it up. Suddenly my train of thought was interrupted by my cell phone. I picked it up and it was him. He was at the same spot he dropped me off earlier, so I walked up the street.

I really should ask his name, since I'd be talking to him all night. As I reached up to the pickup, he got out and opened my door before helping me up into it. He shut my door and went around to his side. We drove off and headed to the cinema.

As we arrived at the cinema I asked: "What was your name again?" He looked at me and smiled, "David, it's David Johnathon, and you are...? " "Chelsea, Chelsea Smithsfeild," I answered. So now that I knew his name I can call him something more comfortable than 'you' when I speak to him.

David bought popcorn, hot dogs, snacks and drinks before purchasing our tickets. We were going to see a romantic comedy that was doubled with an Action movie. I grew excited since I wanted to watch these movies ever since I saw the trailers online, but I didn't know they were showing already.

We got inside and took our seats in the back row. I loved being in the back, so I could see everything without straining my neck. The movie started and we began eating our food. The action movie showed first, and it was really good, then was a romantic comedy. During the romantic scenes, David would hold my left hand and I would grip on to his right.

It was involuntary as I grew accustomed to doing just that with Taylor. I hope he didn't get the wrong idea about it though. After the movie, we went for a few drinks at the club. I was up for anything at this point because he was paying. I got a few drinks in me and started feeling pretty horny. I guessed he saw that and decided to take me home.

He asked if I was ready to go home but I told him no, I wanted to go to his house to talk a bit more. He couldn't be happier with the gesture. We arrived at his home and I was impressed at how big it was on the inside. We began to speak, just as I said, but then I got bored of conversating. I jumped up on his lap and we began kissing and stripping each other.

He got up and held my legs, as we made our way to the bedroom. I knew this was wrong, but I'm just so horney and... Forget it. I wanted me some meat tonight and meat I shall get. I wanted my legs to twist up, my hair pulled, my ass smacked and my mouth filled. Once I got that, I would be in heaven. My dirty little version of heaven anyway.

The next morning, I was awoken by David's breakfast in bed, feet rubs and kisses. I personally enjoyed it, but I nearly messed up by calling him, Taylor. I remembered the times Taylor used to do those things, but since we got married, he got comfortable and stopped, unless I ask him for it.

I finished eating and he decided to take my wares to the kitchen before taking a bath. While he went into the shower, I dressed and tried sneaking out the front door. I was stopped by a pretty little girl on the couch.

"Are you my daddy's new girlfriend?"

"Hi sweety, what's that?"

"You heard me! I don't need another mother. Where's the other woman from two nights ago? She looks like your sister just with blond hair!"

"I got to get going now little girl, see you later."

"Ha! You thought"

With that, I got away from that house as quickly as I can. David was a player and I fell for it. Damn, the sex was awesome, it always is, but I'm not that type of girl. I got into a taxi and highered him to drop me straight home. I blocked David from calling if texting, and if I ever see him on work again, I won't be speaking to him. Buy your lunch and leave me alone.

Luckily today was a holiday, so I didn't have to work. I would be home today with my kids and they would all be happy. As soon as I arrived at home, I was greeted by my three daughters. I was overwhelmed by the greeting but I really needed them to wear their shoes when leaving the house. As I got inside, I threw myself back on the couch, where I took a five-minute break. I then proceeded to the bathroom where I'd try to wash off all the shame and deceit I accumulated yesterday with David.

What would Taylor say, much less do, if he knew about the session I had. He always does by some miraculous way, but I guess that's his gift he was talking about. No matter what I do to cover up my shenanigans, he always seemed to know that something was wrong. I doubt he knew exactly what, but he's a brilliant individual. I'm sure by putting two and two together, he figured it out. He always knew what questions to ask and at the right time.

I was safe for now since Taylor wasn't here at the moment, but when he comes back how do I explain adultery to him. I'm sure he had temptations too, wherever he was, so I'll just wait and see if he finally gave into them. I know we're connected by a higher being, so I think I'd feel something off if he had done something. On the other hand, my emotions are still messed up and with all that's going on, I could have easily missed a sign or two. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.