Premeditated Pseudonym

26|Forever Sinners

"How could the boss make me tell my family one month when it's really six?" I asked myself out loud before throwing a punch at the wall.

"Oh stop being a big baby. Look at things on the bright side, you got six months to trick yourself into thinking nothing happened between us on the first night." Cindy explained.

Out of anger, I ran up to her and held her by the throat, but she just smiled, staring at me with those big beautiful eyes. She could have easily punched me out of my grip, but she just stood there with this expression on her face.

" I love you, Dylan!" She said to me with the bit of air she managed to squeeze out of her lungs. My grip loosened and I hugged her, apologizing for my behavior. She kissed my lips as if we were making love for the first time, so slow yet so soft.

My eyes filled with tears, as I thought about my family. This predicament I've found myself in was not to be taken lightly. My wife and my children would be ashamed if only they were to find out. Murder wasn't an option since Cindy was like the boss's daughter. He'd torture me till death, killing my family and maki g I watch helplessly.

The only thing to do was go home after the job was done and live a lie for the rest of my life. As I looked at the screen, there still were no strange activities to distract me from these horrible thoughts. My head in Cindy's arms wasn't making things better either, but this is the only comfort I have until the job was done.

I decided to ride the wave from now until November. If I'm to live the rest of my life as a lie, then why not start from now. If Cindy wanted me every night, then Cindy will have me every night as needed. As I looked up, tears had been falling from Cindy's eyes for a while now. Her eyes were pink and she tried to cry in silence, so I won't see her pain.

"Don't cry, Cindy. I understand what you feel."

"You don't know what I feel, so don't you dare lecture me with your bullshit!"

"Woah... I'm on your side here Cindy. Just listen to what I have to say please."

"Go on."

"I'm a married man and you wanted me. Now that you finally got me, you're sorry you gave in to your temptation and you wish you can turn back the hands of time, correct?"

"You are so full of shit, you know that."

"Huh... What are you talking about?"

"I'm not crying because I wish to turn back time. I'm crying because of how good it was and I may never have another taste of you again in life."

"Now you're a bit off course there as well. You see, if I am to live the rest of my life a lie, then I'm starting from now, which means that anytime you want me, then you can. I'll be your sex toy for these six months and I'll make you happy for these six months, whether I like it or not."

With that out of the way, Cindy looked into my eyes and smiled as she kissed me. The last thing I remembered was having another session on the couch with her before falling asleep.

* * *

Morning came as quickly as ever. I looked around and Cindy's underwear was on the screen while mine was nowhere to be found. The smell of salt, sweat, deceit and unimaginable lust filled the atmosphere. I guess that's what red wine and a horny redbone chick does to a man. As I looked for Cindy's lips to kiss, I realized that I'd been nearer to the wrong pair. Still, I kissed them and Cindy woke up in a frisky mood.

I had to remind her of the mission at hand and she should probably monitor the surveillance while I make breakfast for us both. As I cooked bacon and eggs and made some orange juice, I came to the couch where Cindy had been sitting. There was no unusual activity up to this point, just a bunch of henchmen patrolling the premises.