In a Lifetime

I'm still here

if you jump I will take your hand, not because I'm lost in the world of love.

but because I'm lost in the space with you,

that what makes this hard, in 2 years you will go off to college, and I will still be here.

when I think of that fact, I just see a glass dropping over and over,

but this time its my heart.

life is changing and I love you but no matter what I do, I keep thinking maybe this won't work. but now I don't think that, you told me something that made me think,

"I'm still here, no matter how far away I am, I'm still here. I want you to spend every moment with you, no matter what you think I know that happiness is possible with you"

then I think in my head you love me and I'm grateful, people say I do this thing, even when I know I love someone, I shut it down and leave before they can leave me.

and there not wrong, but with you its different I'm no longer trying to run form the love someone is trying to make me float on.

With you I just float, like its nothing, it feels like I'm walking on air and it may hold me up, but there's always a change I may fall.

and you have changed my mind set on, my self, the idea love, the idea of forever, the idea of home.

for that I will like to say thank you over and over until you feel like your walking on air.