In a Lifetime

Jump start my heart

How can miss something I never had
That's a question I have been asked
Time and time again,

But I know what I was supposed
To have and this was not it,
I deserve so much more then the
Left over at the table.

But I eat it anyways because
I know this is the best it's going to get
For me and maybe that sad but it's true.

And some days I wish for so much more
But other days I'm happy with what I got.

A taste of happiness
A taste of being loved
A taste of having a heart beat

I miss thing I knew I should of had
In life. I don't and maybe thats error in
My programming, that to late to change
But maybe this is the way it was
Supposed to be

I never had it any other way
But I know others that had it a
Different way
A better way

But I think I came out ok

- missing