one more drink I say to myself
one more slip and then I'm done.
they tell me to sober up, they tell me its not good for your heath and I understand that.
but who am I living life for, if I'm doing everything as you seem fit, but not as I see fix. I have been living life for other people my whole life and now everyone is upset because I'm living life for me, and I don't know if that's a good think or not, which kills me.
when the cup is empty, does it make you feel better, feel like the world is no longer on your back and crushing you bones. disconnecting my thoughts form my life, 24 hours of nonstop dreaming and its fun and I'm sorry its fun.
(friends look at you like your sick)
don't look at me like that, like I just shot you through your heart and out your back.
life is like a hurricane, it will destroy everything just by wind moving in different ways, love me or hate me for my lifestyle but I would like it if you loved me for it, you don't have to agree just understand
I may not be the best friend in the world or lover for that matter but give me a try and I may surprise you because when I'm sober I will care about your feelings but the one time in the month where I'm not I'm sorry.
- Sober Me
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In a Lifetime
PoetryIn a lifetime I have felt lost Heartbreaking, Love, and sadness But one thing I can say is That feeling always come back.
