In a Lifetime

The brake down

( falling for you )

something about you made my world spin, made me not worry about spinning out of orbit, talking to you pasted 12am made me so happy even thought I would be tried.

but I'm wake as soon as you text me, people tell me that unhealthy I say its love,

love is like a candle you want to burn it  all the time, because it smells good but you also do want to run out of it.

yes the candle will burn you but it never would burn me........................................

(  loving you )

little did I know I'm swimming in the flames........

I think I'm killing myself by loving you,

I did not see it at first but just like the rain apart of you thinks its coming but you still go outside, taking the change,

I told myself your my everything, I need you, but did I, at the time yes but now no?

you never needed me seeing how quickly you left, just like you did at the scene when you broke my heart, all I could say was why, I make you happy, but I cant make you love.

even thought I always wanted to,

( you leaving me )

the flames I could take but the gun shot you sent thought my heart I could not

I think you saved me not because you was with me, because you left me,  I would of never left on my own......

being with you was scary knowing I would take out my own heart and give it to you without a question at all.....

I'm happy by myself, I snapped out of the mind set that I need you, I let go of old habits now I'm free without the weight you brought to my life I can fly, dance, and now smile without hearing your name.