In a Lifetime

To the person i used to know

As I pick up my corpses off the floor,
I see something that I could not before,
But once it gone it's not coming back,

Trying so hard to relive the moment with you that I once had,
And some days it feels like nothing happen,

But other days if feel like your a different person,
It's kills me to see something that I couldnt see
And way before then you seem great to me,

And now I'm sitting in bed wounding,
How the hell I let this happen to me,
To much love will blind you from the truth,
And to little will kill you just
As fast.

Wondering if I will ever see again has me going-mad,
Because I still only see a person that was
Great, to me
But Everyone shakes their head and laughs.

This time I thought I got it right,
And it still throws my heart back into,
The fire where I never thought you
Would put me.

You know I think sometimes,
What would be worst if I knew this would happen or if I never would of knew that
You would leave me,
Unexpectedly

And if someone would of told me,
I would of never believed them,
Never,
So I guess I was always going through the same pain,
Because I
Will still be that girl looking in the mirror,
Asking why me....

I will always be that girl....