In a Lifetime

Feeling something

I'm tired of holding my self up like I did are broken friendship

I'm tired of being lied to because people think they know what's best for me

I'm over the games because I'm not an app store, nor a PS4

I'm heartbroken because I know y'all care you just don't show it

I'm heartbroken because everything is falling apart and I don't know which I should catch first

like I'm holding so much, something must drop and I'm not ready for the impacted

it's like you want me to get on a air plane with no parachute, because I'm supposed to trust you.

and I do, but how foolish would I be for doing such an act, because no matter if I believe you are the best pilot I will bring my safety net.

I miss the rain, the sweet rain that would pour down from the sky and cover every hidden secret

I miss your smile, making me forget every bad things that ever happen to me

I miss your love, making me feel like I had something special, that nobody else had.

- thoughts