Plain L.H.☯

Hard☽

Luke hemmings-

After the constant phone class, that were never answered or the fact she never wrote back either, I know I'm the one who might of exaggerated a little. Yelling at her when she really didn't need it, also the pressure.

The pressure of her getting a job, to sum it all up I made it her fault, even though it really wasn't. So what if she stuttered? I mean I sometimes do it, I was just tired not myself.

My voice mails I left even said it, she doesn't have the decency to call back though. Give it time, that's what everyone says. I don't want to, I can't deal with her being angry at me, for crying out loud it's the girl I love. Being angry with me.

So what if it just teenage love and what I might be feeling isn't really love, it's just the feeling of wanting to be love. I made a mistake I guess, I should of already known she could trust me fully before I went out to spill my heart out, of course not I love you but I like you.

You need to trust them before you love them, it's just how it works. It's only been a week, and it's Saturday so maybe her friends came to visit. Wonder how she's doing, you know. I'm torn and she probably, didn't even shed a tear.

"The boys and I are going for lunch, you coming?" Cal popped his head in, I shrugged pulling the jacket on walking out the door with him.

Caitlin Douglas-

Do you ever just, I don't know. Uh, cry. You just cry and then you realize 'hey why am I crying he should be hurting not you' we'll somehow, me thinking that hurts way more.

I don't even know why I feel bad to be honest, I did nothing. I tried to fix things and he blew his shit out on me, so yeah maybe I shouldn't of chucked the iPhone luke bought me across an into the wall.

That was a little over the top, I'll definitely have to apologizes to Lucas when he comes home, if he comes home, correction. Caroline came over, he hasn't tried to contact the apartment phone so honesty I doubt he's even touched about it.

"Can I check my twitter?" I asked when she pulled out her phone, it beeped. "No sorry, it's low battery. You'll be able to get to the contacts and it'll shut down." I sigh.

Knew it was to good to be true. I needed the girls number, I didn't know them by heart, the only smart one here was carol who wrote it in the phone book. So I didn't have any numbers I could reach and see if they had his numbers.

If he wasn't gonna be the man about it I would. I'm not really good at being tough but I could fake it. When they come around again, Erin or Isabelle I will be sure to asks them his number.

The last song was on tv half over also, we got to see the last five minutes. Between the lack of sleep and dried out tears I ended up falling asleep within those five minutes.

"Caitlin!" I groaned, checking the clock it was seven pm. Caroline following with a stretch as she woke up with sound of the door slapping.

Pulling it open it reveled Isabelle, "what the fuck happen!" She snapped, my eyes going wide "what?" Was she talking about luke, shoving her phone in my face showing me the ten phone calls nearly at six a'clock.

"He won't stop calling" hitting the call button she handed it to me, it rang for what felt top like forever, stomping her foot quietly up and down impatiently but I didn't blame her to be honest.

"Finally you pick up...uh hey" then and right there I calmed up and froze. My heart pounding "Isabelle? Listen I-I need you to deliver a message to caitlin" my breathing was uneven, he chuckled slightly.

"I'm starting to think your not belle, belle talk to me."

"I-I" just couldn't find words. Maybe it was decrease in compunction or what it seems as if I forgotten how to speak.

"Just tell her to answer her calls yah? Thanks babe"

Babe.

Crack, smash and shatter I thought he just calls me that, he calls all of his best girl friends that. My heart broken every piece on the floor, I want gonna cyr though I had no reason too, it's a stupid pet name. I am his girlfriend, or at least was.

Handing it back to her in a quiet manner, "I-I" she nodded quietly.

"When I'm out of the freak out stage I need his number can I please copy it in"

Doing the following I wrote it down and she was on her way.

"You shouldn't be so hard on yourself" I heard Caroline speak and I jumped slightly waking back to the couch, "I can't help but too."