Plain L.H.☯

Lost boy☽

Caitlin Douglas-

I'm not really sure, I mean I was enjoying myself on the midnight drive, sitting in the back of his truck, trunk. Watching the stars cuddling closely together and maybe the thing that gave me the itch was that luke was coming home today.

Not really sure if he'd stop by home first or just together never show up here, ever, again. Trust me on this when I tell you, I've always thought about calling him on his birthday but I just couldn't face, not really face but hear him.

I couldn't bring myself to the phone that day, I couldn't even get out off the couch to take a shower, pick up the phone when someone called or when a knock was placed on the door.

I did get a voice mail on my birthday though it was short, and it was the four or should I say -rolling eyes- the five of them. Including Chloe, Blake's arm slung around my shoulder, giving me a crocked smile as he used the other hand that was on the wheel to turn on the music.

Perfect, I thought as let her go came on by the passengers.

Parking in the drive way, he asked me if he could walk me to the door but I declined it, thanking him for he vacation I made my way to the door. Placing my eye in the whole I turn the knob walking up to our- my- bedroom.

I closed the door, hearing my dad tell me were out of food. I felt as if I needed to shut everyone out today. When the door bell rang I groan as my dad legit just left two minutes ago.

The apartment open, after I told them to leave.

"Get up would you" I hear belles voice and groan in the pillow, not wanting to hear her today. "Were getting the boys" I roll my eyes mumbling I don't want to, "come on don't go for luke but for ash, Calum and Mikey, come on mike adores you" I sighed figuring maybe it wouldn't be so bad.

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Running, that's what I wanted to do but I was glued to ground unable to move. I could of sworn luke looked as if he was about to run to me but there he goes running right into belles arms.

Michael comes over to me spinning me around with a smooch on cheek as I giggle, he places me back onto the floor not before giving me a forehead kiss.

"Missed you the most babe" his arm going around my waste pulling me into him, Michael was one of the easiest people you could communicate with sometimes luke too but me and him weren't well, on good terms.

"He's been lost, with out you" I nodded leaning my head on his chest as he drew circles on my back in the car, "my farther came back, about five months ago" I breath out mikes body stiffs under my words.

"You really think that's the best idea, after the run in." His eyes flickering to Luke's who's eyeing us already, "yes we'll no but, no. It wasn't everyone deserves a second chance" luke crackles an uneasy laugh. Witch makes me uncomfortable,

"I hope your right"

Luke hemmings-

Everyone deserves a second chance? What kind of shit has he got her thinking. He basically ruined us, an now he's back telling me to never talk to her again.

When we get back to that apartment hells gonna brake lose, I have no idea who they've been talking about this whole car ride but when I find out I'm gonna be more pissed off if that's even possible.

With that belle drops cal and Erin off first, watch us be last. I had the arp urge to run straight to cait but made a switch an hugged belle who slapped me hard after Cause she wanted to hug ash first.

"Are you sure" mike asked nodding his head tours me, a blush was placed on her cheeks as she nodded, fuck there talking about me "I'm sure"

Finally home, walking onto the porch "wai-" I open the door not letting her finish, and I'm kinda glad I didn't. Who the fuck is this guy, he was laying on our couch, in my fucking clothes.

"It's- it's my dad" she stuttered out, I turned on my heels looking at her.

She- she, ugh.

Dropping my things I went to the island, slamming my fist down onto it. I made eye contact with a broken iPhone that looks like it's been there for a year, my eyes went straight back to hers.

"It's been broken ever since, yah know" playing with the sleeves of her sweeter. I couldn't even me mad, at her when she looked so adorable. Slamming her up agents the wall, I kissed her. Really I had nothing left in me, but hell I'd waste my last bit of energy making her the happiest girl on this planet.

"You can't just come back after a year and kiss me like that" she whipped at her mouth, walking away from me. Walking away, I've been doing that to everyone for a while an when she's doing it to me it's pretty annoying. That's why Ashton lost it with me not too long ago.

"What did you expect me to do exactly? Cait I haven't seen you in forever," It was gonna be sappy as shit but really I just needed her to hear me out.

"Look I'm in love with you, and that fight, that exact night I was torn, completely an underlay broken, yes we might have not been exactly spilt up and yes i might have cheated-"

"You did cheat that's why-"

"Please, let me finish. I might have cheated but that doesn't mean I wasn't sorry after it, Chloe was just a nobody I had to make her a somebody because of the paps. I never meant to hurt you it was my last intention to do so. I love you." I was aware of the sleeping male on the couch but I and to make her realize she still had me, fully.

"That's not enough, luke I'm sorry but no." Her words cut through me, what I love you means shit to girls now? How long was I gone for?

"You gave up on me, I needed you"

"You aren't innocent either, and don't give me shit as if you haven't slept with Blake!" I shouted, I knew I had her attention when she shamelessly walked over to the door.

"I did, okay. What am I whore now?" Now she had my attention, "no, but you aren't as innocent as your leading onto be. Your the one, my one! Isn't that enough. I love you."

"You have to prove your love, you can't just say it. You proved it once, you'll just have to find how to do it once more, but for now I'm leaving goodbye Luke."