Luke had just came back from a two month tour, no one but luke an his band ages knew he just had one day to spend with his girlfriend of three years. What luke didn't know was that today would be the day he'd move back into his mums house.
Cait farther had died to an over dose in drugs. He commuted suicide, so when Lucas open the door all lights were shut off, when he flickered them on a note was placed on the table.
Caitlin was on a plane to America, she was boarding as luke read the note over and over again, her phone was left behind so no one could contact her.
He's notice changes in her, how she wasn't happy, pail. Too pail, maybe she was sick who knew. She was mute only talked small, words never a full sentance.
Ever since her farther's death, she's been insomniac keeping him up with her soft crys. Sometimes she'd just be laying there staring up at the celling almost as if her sole was dead but her heart still supporting blood.
'As I write down these words, I die a little inside. I'm not the same girl you feel in love with, for that you probably already know, my reason for leaving will and never be your fault, you've Been my hero. You were my guardian angel, I gotta leave this world be hind and everyone in it. So when your head is exploding with all possibility in where I might be, just know I'm not with Blake. Trust me, visit him if you want. I'm in America, you don't of course want to know that. Maybe in a year or not, I'll be ready but I won't come back, too much has happen and I need to let my mind cool off, I love you. Forever all right. Thanks to you, I'm not afraid in trusting to fast, getting hurt even.
Yours truly, Caitlin.'
No matter how bad he wanted to rip the words in shreds, crumble an toss It in the garbage, he didn't. He simply walked away from it, up the stairs and went to bed.
No tears yet had fallen from either of them, this was common for them both, yet it wasn't. She was always on the run but this time she wasn't coming back, this time luke had no more tears to spill.
Lucas felt almost bad for not caring about her non existent, this was it. No goodbyes
Maybe so it didn't hurt as much
Are you hurting at all?
We'll no, I guess not.
So he didn't hurt, wasn't pained. He simply had no emotions left, his love was gone, all love was gone. Hatred, he didn't hate not one bit. What other may he be felling, he didn't show any at all.
A boy with a face for a smile, walked past her with a grin. She hated plains, luke knew that. Bitting her finger to hold onto a sob she's been carring onto for a while.
I'm broken, I'll always be.
Damaged, your damaged.
Forever?
Maybe.
So yeah, this was it. For the both of them, one felt nothing at all. The other one felt grief.
"I never love again"
"I don't need love" rolling onto his side he saw the huge window, beaming light from the sun constrain onto it. He remembers how she sat there for about a good hour. That wooden chair, she sat with her hands intertwined together.
So if she truly never comes back luke will, could be perfectly fine.
Caitlin how ever, if Lucas didn't come to find her. She'd be damaged for eternity.
(There will be sequel, so don't worry.)
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FanfictionHe was a rainbow , she was the rain *in the process of editing*
