Torn

Chapter 10

"I hate going to London ."

"If you don't go, you won't see Luke ."

"Yes I will . He's coming to Brighton in two days ."

"Oh yeah, I forgot but he will be extremely disappointed if you didn't show up ."

"I know that's why I'm on this train ."

"Good . Now don't get hurt or he will kill me ."

The train ride was extremely uncomfortable because one of the babies was sitting on my bladder an the other was just kicking me everywhere . It felt like the longest train ride ever and when we got in the cab we didn't have enough time to find a bathroom. These babies would not let me rest for at least 5 minutes so I kept complaining to Regan .

"What do you want me to do about it ?"

"To get them out of me as soon as possible ."

"You have to wait about 4 more months."

"Oh my god !"

"Are you okay back there ?" The cab driver turned around to look at me .

"I'm totally fine being five months pregnant and really uncomfortable ."

"Be nice ." Regan whispered to me .

"I can't be nice when I have to pee and I can't stand sitting any longer cause it makes the baby kick harder ."

"Well, we're here so we can get out and fine a bathroom ." Regan paid the driver while I had to slowly get out .

"Have a good day!" I turned around an gave the man a really mean look .

"Stop giving him a mean face and let's find a bathroom before the boys get here." There was so many people at the airport today that it was hard not to get pushed around .

"Found one ." Regan pointed to a bathroom that was behind a bunch of fans .

"I can hold it ." She looked at me like I was crazy until she saw all the fans . "This was such a bad idea ." I found a bench and had to sit down before the fans noticed me .

"It'll be fine . They'll find us an we'll get out of here ."

"We won't get out of here without being mobbed ."

"You don't know that . They could come up with one of their plans ."

"How will they fine us ?" I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist making me jump and elbow the person in the stomach .

"Ow ! Lydia you really need to stop doing that when someone scares you ." When I turned around Luke was standing in front of me .

"I'm so sorry !" I jumped up and wrapped my arms around his neck . "It's just a reflex ."

"I know . I forgive you ." He help me tight making the babies kick him .

"Ow . They won't stop kicking me ."

"Now you know how I feel ." He let go of me so he could just look at me .

"You have to go to the bathroom don't you ?"

"Yes, but there was a whole bunch of fans in front of it so I decided I didn't want to get mobbed or criticized ."

"Criticized about what ?"

"Do you see this ?" I pointed to my stomach . "Your fans are not gonna miss an opportunity to tell me how fat I've gotten or how I'm to young to be pregnant and I'm ruining your life ."

"You are not ruining my life, you're making it better and you certainly not fat just really pregnant ."

"I know that part but I just can't shake the feeling that I'm gonna ruin your career and your gonna hate me ."

"Let's talk about this later ." He kissed me and pulled me into his chest . "Let's get you to the bathroom ." He led me over to the bathroom and went behind the fans . Ashton and Michael were distracting the fans so they wouldn't notice us . He walked in with me making the ladies int there stare at is .

"Don't mind me ." I walked into the handicap stall and Luke followed .

"Why are you in here ?"

"Maybe there's a fan in here ."

"So you're gonna sign an autograph in the women's restroom ?"

"Maybe, if I makes you jealous ."

"You're an asshole ." I splashed some water at him while I washed my hands.

"I love you ." He sang to me while he pushed me out of the stall .

"Whatever ."

"Oh my gosh !" I looked up from the floor and there was a girl standing in front of us . "Can I please get a picture?" Luke looked at me to ask if I was okay with it .

"I'll go wait with Regan ."

"I don't want you to get hurt ."

"I'll be fine ." I pushed his arm off me and tried to walk out of the bathroom but was stopped by a whole bunch of fans rushing into the bathroom . Some noticed me and some just pushed me out of the way but I eventually got out and walked straight into Ashton . I just wrapped my arms around him and held on for dear life .

"What's wrong ducky ?" He hugged me and rubbed my back .

"You just called me ducky ?" I looked up at him as he led me away from the bathroom .

"Yes I did . You just looked so scared and calling you that used to calm you down ."

"It still does ."

"Good . Now what's wrong ?"

"Some of the fans pushed me and the ones that noticed me called me names and said really mean things ." He walked me out to the car where Calum and Regan were .

"They're not true . Stop listening to them, it's not good for you ."

"I can't help it when thy say it in my ear or shout it at me ."