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You sheepishly walked over to Loki, slowly, hearing your own heartbeat and breaths was not something you enjoyed. You saw him, the back of his dark green cape, his black hair, his enormous height standing and waiting.
You felt yourself hold in your shaky breath as you slowly stood in front of him, his eyes instantly locked with you, he stepped back a little to look at you, you held your hands together nervously, feeling the blood dry up as you stood in the cold breeze. Wind brushed by your already freezing body as you starred at him as long as possible, a metal mussel clamped onto his face, forcible muting him, but his eyes said it all, he kept his gaze on you, flicking from eye to eye.
"This- this is goodbye, then.." you started ,breaking eye contact from him, shying away, your eyes glimpsed back at him memorizing his face, his features, his eyes.
Loki bowed his head slightly and closed his eyes gently, like the first time you met, when you were dragged out by the guards, he bowed. He looked back up at you, his figure still stood tall, despite all the cuts and minor bruising to his face and some serious injuries to the body.
But he still stood tall, his shoulder straight, proud. His black hair slicked back, the ends coming up, greeted by the wind of New York.
Suddenly a hand clamped round your wrist by surprise making you jump and turn around to see Thor, he looked down at you with a small smile. "It doesn't have to be goodbye," his brown eyes looked down to you, his white teeth showing making you look up at him.
He leaned in, bending down slightly to your ear, you felt Loki's gaze fixed on the two of you as you turned around, your back facing him.
"Come to Asgard, come with me." He whispered with a smile of excitement.
"Are you crazy?!" You whisper yelled, drawing closer to him, hoping no one would hear you.
Come with him? You couldn't.
Oh but you could... The shield would find you, somehow , take you back, use you like a test experiment for their own benefit. But why? Why would Thor want you, to take you with him, it made no sense, you are a monster..to everyone, you would hurt everyone.
You looked at Thor again, into his eyes and focusing. Confused. "Why?" Why would anyone want you, you are a monster, a witch, a killer, but you didn't want to be all those things, you never wanted to be seen as a monster, you wanted to be normal.
Thor looked away in thought, but a smile slowly made way to his lips, his blue eyes flickered back to you with a grin. "Why not?" He whispered, his eyebrows shaping upwards as he smiled. The wind got colder as you looked away. "I can't- I." Thor interrupted as he stepped forward, "please." He was begging now, heck he even would of got on his damn knees right now. This was unlike him. A god. To be begging.
He held your arm now, desperately, his fingers gently gripping onto your clothes, as his eyes stared into yours. Longing for your answer.
You could go. You could go and it would be the best decision of your life, it could change your life. It could give you the chance to forget about your past, forget about all the pain and the torture you went through. It could change you.
You were nothing of a guinea pig to the shield before all of this, nothing but a test subject, to see if a few chemicals will do well, nothing but a spare part. You were nothing. Nothing but a monster, a killer, a witch, a uncontrollable, dangerous waste of air. You are nothing. But, not to him? Will he use you? Just like all the others have?
The flashbacks hit you like a ton of bricks, screaming and crying, destruction and blood struck through you, you remember it all so clearly. You killed your parents.. you killed your own brother, you slaughtered everyone at your school- some of those were innocent, most of them were the ones who picked on you, through you about like a rag doll.
You remember feeling the flames come of if your palms so effortlessly, so dangerously, surrounding everything in flames except yourself, the fire-alarms melting ironically at the heat of your angry flames. School had pushed every single button you had to keep yourself under control, and one day you couldn't, you couldn't stay calm anymore, the monster that had slept in your body jumped out and snapped, turning you into what you never wanted to be.
The echoed sirens of the police as a band of them drove up, the flashes of blue and red through the smashed windows...the gun shots, firing at only you, the shouting at you to put your hands behind your head, to come out of the burning building that once was your school, your stepped over the burned corpses as tears fell from your warm cheeks, spitting in the fire as you walked over it, you hadn't realised what you had done before it was...done.
That's when the shield took you, took you away- at first your thanked them, containing a monster like you from society was a good thing to do, so you couldn't hurt anyone else, but it was only when it all came back, they tortured you, putting you in a cage like an animal, injecting serums they didn't even know was survival-able into you ,expecting you to suck up and deal with it, they turned you into a machine, a torn little girl that grew up to be nobody.
You stumbled on your own feet, as you remembered everything like it just happened, Thor catcher you, putting his hand behind your back balancing you so you could stand. Even Loki turned around, hearing you fall, his eyes watched you calmly and carefully as your squeezes your own, you feared that if you opened your eyes you would be back at shield again, in the cage that was used for zoo's for a rabid animal.
But then you suddenly didn't feel that anymore, you felt as if someone was telling you subconsciously that everything was going to be alright, you heard the seaside, the waves of the ocean crashing down on one another, it calmed you magnificently, you could slowly open your eyes, your body shaking and your breathed uneven and shaky.
"Come to Asgard.." Thor whispered again, kneeling down to your height, his blue eyes looked into yours comfortably as he gave a soft smile.
"I promise, I will protect you." He whispered truthfully.
