You sat in bed for a long time, you didn't even know how long it was even for. You thought about your nightmare over and over again, you just couldn't shake it from your brain.Loki wouldn't do that to you?
Would he?
The sun was coming in through your windows and you sat sitting in your bed, the covers brought up to your chest.It just felt so real, you looked down to see if you could see the bruises from where he had grabbed you in the dream, no bruises.
It wasn't real, but, it's like..it was. It was so vivid, the Bifröst..Asgard itself was as stunning as if you saw it in real life, the million stars in the sky, the palace. You could feel the cold, the ice burning your skin, the feeling of the freezing bitter wind against your skin.
You had battle training today, with Thor and the others, every since the small War against the dark elves Odin wanted you fully trained, he wanted all of us to be ready for anything that happens next.
Trying to push the dream to the back of your thoughts you got up, and got ready, putting your silver chest plate on, clasping it together, you tucked your hair behind your ears as you put the rest of you armour on, as you were newer to Asgard you weren't aloud the most expensive equipment or armour.
But your armour protected you, and that's all your needed right now.
You tied the lace on your boots as you shut the door behind you, walking down the halls the sunlight streaming in made you smile, but it soon went as you strolled passed the library with library without knowing, and soon later passed Loki's chamber..
You slowed down as you walked by, staring at you door you stood by last night, before it was shut in your face, your eyes widened as you head the last of small talk before the handle slowly opening in the door.
You walked off fast, avoiding Loki as he walked out, you didn't want to look behind you but you knew he was there, but he was talking with someone..
Was it a.. woman?
"Thank you my dear." Loki voice calmly said to the woman.
"oh please, my prince, it was the least i can do, i'll be sure to drop by tonight." She giggled with a sigh.
You didn't want to listers anymore, you sped up your walking so you got out the palace before the two who luckily didn't see you.
Your hands were shaking, Loki was with another woman, you were upset but weren't surprised, you had bet he is with many women.
Thor was already in the training field, battling against another man, who looked taller than him, but Thor was stronger, a lot stronger.
You gulped dryly as Sif saw you, you forced a smile.
"Hey, Y/n! Ready for today?" She smiled excitedly as she already had her weapon in hand.
You nodded walking over to the weaponry, taking out a large sword, much bigger than you in fact.
"Of course.." You cleared your throat.
"Let's get to it then." She smiled walking off to her opponent.
You did the same, walking over to yours, opponents change every lesson, depending on your abilities.
Yours, was a tall large man, his hair was styled with symbols, he had black and grey tattoos, and he didn't look at all happy, he wielded a large axe, two of them combined together, his armour was pure steel and gold, and his muscular frame made you swallow again.
You breathed in shakily.
He stood ready inside the circle, where you would battle, other fights started already and were happening all around you.
You stood your ground as you looked at him, stepping inside the circle, signaling it had started.
The breath you let out was shaky which made the man smile, he then charged at you, his axe raised to kill and injure, you wasn't ready, you lifted your shield quickly stepping away, the axe collided onto your shield instantly knocking you over, your head smashed onto the ground.
Your hearing went fuzzy, it was all a daze, like everything was in slow motion, the thing in battles in Asgard, your opponent is aloud to kill you, it was a deadly training, you were either killed or you had to stand down and except that you lost.
"Y/n!" The echoed shout made your eyes slowly flicker up to see Thor, who had just finished his battle and cane to look at yours, he stood near enough the circle and saw that the man was coming at you again.
The ringing in your ears went back and everything shot back to normal, you looked up as the man whom you didn't know by name, swung the axe together you, heading for your head, you rolled to the side quickly, dodging his hit.
The sudden adrenaline kicked in, you jumped off the ground dodging another hit towards you, you gripped onto your sword and swung it towards him, he blocked it with his own weapon.
You gritted your teeth as you pushed towards him, but he was much stronger than you, as you were in some sort of stalemate of the both of you holding your weapons together, your eyes wondered to see the flash of green.
Loki's armour, the gold glimmered towards your eyes, who forgot about him until now.
'fear me.' he gritted his teeth, as he held you below the cliff.
His Jotun figure made you shiver again.
His red eyes glaring at you, then he let go.You zoomed back into reality, Loki was gone and the man you were battling took the time as you were having the sudden flashbacks about your night mate to removed his axe from your sword and swing it at your chest plate, it happened to fast..
You flung backwards, he had hit you, it already began to hurt, you felt the axe piece a little bit through your chest plate and into your skin, and you could feel the smooth liquid beneath your armour.
"Y/n!" Thor yelled in a panic.
The man had hit you outside the circle and you landed on the dried grass, front on the ground, you head leant on the floor, you had never felt pain like this, you were sure it would take no time to recover but it was horrendous.
Tears streamed down your cheeks quickly as you tried not to cry, Thor was already by your side, as he turned you over, a few people even stopped their personal battles to run over, as Thor turned you around some people gasped.
Your chest plate had split in two, and there was a ice down your chest, it was thin but it bled.
Your eyes were closed shut and sweat was dripping from your forehead and your face.
You blinked slowly and calmly, the adrenaline had gone, and it left you.Thor's voice rang in your ears as he shook you gently trying to get you to look at him.
"i-i'm fine." you managed to spit out quietly.
You couldn't let yourself be weak, you gritted your teeth as you sat yourself up, more people gasped as they thought you could never do it on your own, you gripped your knuckles together seeing the man still in the circle chuckling to himself.
You stood up, your head aching massively, but you tried to shake it off, you casted a flame into the both of your palms, then the people backed away with shock, you walked passed them back into the circle, and before the man could stop chuckling you casted the flames on him, fire ran through your palms and onto him, he screamed as he flew backwards alight with the burning hot glowing red fire, and into the water behind him that the horses drink out of.
You didn't want to kill him but you wanted to make him look like a fool..
You turned back around and instantly made eye contact with Loki who stood the tallest in the crowd..
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Find The Light ✯ Loki Odinson
FanfictionIts a beautiful kind of pain. - "turn the pain into power."