Kangst one-shots

Save Me

No one's POV

All five paladins and both alteans sat in the common area chatting away, enjoying the rare peaceful moment, that is all but one paladin.

Keith was staring up at the ceiling, his back facing his comrades as he was lost in thought.

"How about you Keith?" Asked the enthusiastic Cuban Male, "are you still a virgin?"

There was a moment of silence before the violet orbed male stood up and quickly left the room without saying a word.

"Geez, what's gotten into him?" Asked Lance, confusion and disinterest evident in his features.

The half-galran male walked to his sleeping quarters, his mind racing and a his eyes brimming with tears as he stared at the ground.

Once he made it to his room, he was quick to shut and lock the door, he didn't wish for anyone to see him in such a state.

He sat on his "bed" and in an attempt to calm his shaking self, he clutched his head and shut his eyes, taking in deep breaths. His attempts were futile though, as tears escaped from his tightly shut eyes and ran down his pale cheeks. His head flooded with memories of which he fought to forget. Why had that question affected him so much? He knew the answer and it made him feels worse for letting it get to him.

The memories haunted him, the way they grabbed him, the way they forced him, there was no escape from the endless torture. He thought he was over it, thought he had moved on. Why is he still being affected? Why can't he just forget? He was drowning In a sea of questions and painful memories. The male's already rapid breathing hitched as his nails dug into his scalp and he began to sob. All the pain and regret he had been pushing down finally rose to the surface through his tears and heartwrenching sobs.

The memories made him feel disgusting, used, damaged, and unlovable.

He cried his heart out, repeating the same phrase over and over again

Please make it stop, it hurts.

someone, please

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