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It has been 5 years.

The moment I read his message, tears started to escape from my eyes. Yes it's been five years. I know I said I have changed pero iba parin talaga kapag andun ka na, yung haharapin mo na. Parang gusto mo nalang magback out ulit. Like I was being coward and weak again.

But do I have a choice? Yes. It's either I finally face it or I will forever stay like this. At ayoko naman na buong buhay ko taguan ko sila. I have to let them know na kaya ko. I have to show them that I finally moved on.

I wiped my tears away. I'm not gonna let myself to be pathetic and bitter.

Nakatingin lang ako sa repleksyon ko sa flat screen tv pagkatapos ko umiyak. I'm staying at Taehyung's spare condo apartment in Cheongdam-dong. Sobrang dami na talagang nagbago, Taehyung is now rich as fuck. He continued to pursue his passion for arts instead. He is now a famous painter, fashion icon and business man who owns a clothing line.

I'm so happy for my bestfriend, akala ko talaga magiging tambay yun.

Natawa ako sa iniisip ko at hindi ko namalayan na may kanina pang nagdodoorbell sa pinto. Agad akong napatayo at pumunta tungo sa pinto. Hindi ko na ni-check pa kung sino dahil binuksan ko na agad.

And I was shocked to see Jeon Jungkook, eyes are bloodshot and he reeks alcohol. What the hell?

"Where's Taehyung?" He said with his raspy voice. Tinaasan ko sya ng kilay at tinignan sya. He's wearing a black leather jacket with a white shirt on it, a black and ripped skinny jeans and a black boots. Five years man lumipas but Jeon Jungkook is still Jeon Jungkook, na medyo tumangkad at naging buff lang.

"He's not here." I said.

Kumunot ang noo nya at akmang tutulakin ako paalis ng pinto pero tinulak ko rin sya pabalik. Aba! Mas malakas at malaki man katawan nya kesa sakin but he has no rights to push me!

"No! Stop hiding him there! I know he's here! It's his apartment!" Sigaw nya sakin. Damn, he's now making a scene?

"Hoy Jungkook! Kapag sinabi kong wala, wala. Pwede ba umuwi ka na? And bakit ka lasing ha?! Ano? Nagaway ba kayo ha?! Ano ginawa mo kay Taehyung?!" I nagged at him, eto na ata pinakamahaba kong sinabi na hindi english, but grabe lang he just pushed me again, this time with a lot of force! At dahil dyan nakapasok sya sa loob ng apartment, looking left and right like a fool.

"Jeon Jungkook! I'm going to sue you for trespassing!" I tried to pull him pabalik sa pinto but he whisked my hands away. Partida, I used my both hands already pero hindi parin matinag 'to.

That leaves me with no choice, I'll call Taehyung.

Patuloy paring hinahanap ni Jungkook si Taehyung while yelling for his name. I tried to dial Taehyung's name pero binabaan nya ako at ni-message instead.

Gosh! Please lang wag nila dagdagan problema ko.