broken

mary goes around

sorry for the late update i just always wait for the writer's block to finish because i don't want it to suck because it's my baby :(

"i'm going to stay the night" Isaac whispered in my ears. we were already in bed and both of our faces were against each other's neck, i was really planning to sleep.

i just hummed an approval and didn't open my eyes. "goodnight" his breath was tickling me and i wanted him to shut up or i'll end up awake as an owl.

"night," i mumbled back. he was silent and i thought he was already asleep, but was mistaken when he spoke again.

"you're perfect to me, Abbigail" 

i didn't reply and pretended i was sleeping. i really doubt that, Isaac. i really do.

-

"Isaac, move your arms i have to get up" i tried to push his arms away but hadn't succeeded. stupid, thin, useless arms. 

"no you don't" he mumbled back. i groaned. 

"no, i do, Isaac. i have school!" i tried to push his arms but failed again. he didn't reply instantly.

"you can skip" he suggested.

"no i can't" i told him, though there was this stupid assembly that was meant for juniors and seniors just sit and watch...

was i really considering this?

"yes, you can"

"no, i can't" i pushed at his arms again and this time i actually succeeded. i sat straight before he could put me in his grip once more. "and besides, if i could, what would i be doing all day?"

Isaac sat straight and shrugged. "i have the day off today, we can go somewhere" when he said that he has the day off, i almost completely gave in. Hold your ground, Abby.

"like where?" and there goes holding my ground.

Isaac shrugged once more. "we can go window shopping down town or something. do you want to go somewhere in particular?"

i literally had nothing in mind. these things were the last of my cocerns. i shook my head no.

he tapped his chin, thinking. his eyes lit up as an idea popped into his mind. he stood up and put on the flannel he was wearing yesterday over his black shirt. (( was he even wearing that i don't remember ))

"i knew where we'll go," he told me and i just stared at him. "just get ready and i'll be waiting in the car" he held my head and kissed me on the forehead and before i can say anything, he was out of the door. i had no other choice but to do what he said.

-

"i'm never getting on that thing ever again" Isaac said once we got away from the ride. i rolled my eyes at him.

"you're being a pussy. what's so hard about the tea cups?" 

Isaac scoffed. "it's not hard, it's deadly. like, someone can seriously die of nausea." i didn't say anything more and just walked next to Isaac, not really sure what's our next station will be.

"what do you want to get on next?" Isaac asked from my side.i shrugged, not having anything precisely on my mind. then my eyes caught something.

"i want to ride the mary goes around" i told him.

"the mary goes around?"

"the mary goes around."

((maybe the mary goes around will be their always))

-he takes her to th theme park an they get on the mary goes around bc #hipsters

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"it's been real long since i've been to a theme park" i told Isaac. the last time i've been to one was problably when i was 6, when my parents had time for me and actually cared.

"really?" Isaac asked, grabbing my hand and intertwining our fingers together.

"yeah, my parents took me once when i was 6" i told him. he hummed and opened his mouth to speak. 

"the last time i came was for Katy," Isaac said, "i was trying to keep her mind away from the thought of my parents. but it didn't really work like i was planning"

i just nodded, not really having anything to say. but, to keep up with the conversation, i asked, "how old is Katy?"

Isaac looked at me and smiled. "she's turning nine tomorrow"

i smiled back at him, "she seems sweet" i told him. Isaac nodded his head, "she is" he had this smile on his face, like he was proud of his sister and of himself. i really wished to feel the way he did.

i tried to smile as true as he did, "well, am i going to meet her, that cutie Katy?"

"of course you will, we can go to my place and stay there for a while if you want?"

"well, why not? it's still early to go home anyway" i told Isaac, it was just 3 in the afternoon.

"great." Isaac said, swinging our hands back and forth. i laughed at how childish he is.

((there's a point in ending the chapter that way))

they need a ship name. any suggestions?

(btw guys the part of "he takes her to th theme park an they get on the mary goes around bc #hipsters" was one of the outlines of the chapter but i just felt like keeping it idk)

and THOUGHT YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW THAT THERE'S ONLY 3 CHAPTERS LEFT OTHER THAN THIS AND WITH NO EPILOUGE.

 and it's been almost a month you have the rights to kill me.

THANKS FUCKING LOTS FOR THE 1,433 READS GUYS YOU ROCK