"it's like you're screaming, and no one can hear
You almost feel ashamed
That someone could be that important
That without them, you feel like nothing
No one will ever understand how much it hurts
You feel hopeless; like nothing can save you
And whe...
i see chris next to me i search for my phone, I see my phone but my phone is dead, so i look on chris's phone and i see and check the time it is 11:56am. "shit". i rush out of bed and i see chris rubbing his eyes. "what happened" he asks with such a raspy morning voice, man that gave me the chills, how sexy can his voice be in the mornings. "Aubrey came last night and he must be wondering where i have been, and i also took his car" i yell out loud, not knowing what to do. "chill let's go, i also need to go see kat" . "okay but enter a little later than me in the room, so nothing is suspicious, okay" i ask. "yes, mam". "okay this is no time to joke chris lets go". o say as he laughs.
As we got to school i park the car and see Aubrey right infront of us. "rihanna i was worries about you and i was like-" he stopped talking when he saw chris coming out of the car and around where i was.
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Aubrey's face just turned into a worried to sad, "oh....." he says with a solid 15 seconds of silence he shakes his head in disappointment and has his lips inside of his mouth and then he carry s on, "oh.. i see what's going on here".
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i shake my head yes, then no, making me get myself more confused, "no, no Aubrey, this is not what it looks like, you have got the whole idea wrong" i say.
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But then he starts to go the his car snatching the keys out of my hands, and i follow him. "no, Aubrey please hear me out, this is not what i looks like, please". i beg. "no, i don't want to hear it." Aubrey says and starts the car and drives off.
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3 weeks later (weekend)
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3 weeks have passed by no calls from Aubrey, no texts no nothing, Oh wait one text that says 'i will think about it', so text back, 'just come to see me whenever and i will explain everything' and that was today this morning.
But beside that, me and chris have been spending more time, not in that kind of way, he's just started to finally open up to me. He has told me more about his father and mother. We are going to hang out today, just us two and i cant wait.
"so were are you taking me chris" i ask. "the lake, i wanna swim, and relax my mind". ...
