THE SURROGATE: A LUKE BROOKS FAN FICTION

CHAPTER TWELVE

walking through the parking lot, I patted my pockets as I approached my car, "Shit!" I curse out loud, "I forgot my keys!" I said to myself, losing my balance and stating the obvious. I turned around, and rushed back into the bar. 

"Carlos! Have you seen my keys?" I asked Carlos from the door, walking closer to the bar, looking for my keys. It was almost impossible to find keys when there were already so many moving around in front of me.  "Yes! I have them! You're in no condition to be driving man. I called you a cab, I think you just need to go home and-" "Stop fucking trying to tell me what to do!" I yelled at him, losing my temper; my yelling at him caught the attention of half the bar. "You know what, fuck this! I'll find my own way!" I said walking out towards the door as I saw the cab pulling up.

"Where to?" the cab driver asked me as I threw myself into the cab. "Just take me to ..." and I proceeded to give him Nicole's address. The drive from the bar to her apartment, is about half an hour, so for most of that time I was alone. I sat there, just looking out of the window; it was the early hours of the morning already, I knew this because I could see the light coming from under the blanket of darkness. Sitting there and looking out of the window gave me time to think, and at that moment, I felt very conflicted. On the one end, I just wanted to tell this cab driver to turn around, take me to Bella's apartment so that I could just tell her that everything was going to be all right, and that I Love her and that I'ma dick who is too scared of rejection... But on the other end, my mind kept nagging at me, saying; she kissed Beau! It's clear that she doesn't feel anything for you! Just let her go, and have your way with Nicole. She clearly wants you... Imagine the things you could do to her. The hardest part about all this, was deciding which part of my mind I should actually listen to. My thoughts were interrupted by the cab driver saying, "We're here!" I looked at him, and then looked up at the apartment complex, contemplating whether or not I should do this. "Should I take you somewhere else?" he asked when he saw that I wasn't getting out. "No! no, this is the right place, thanks!" I said paying him and getting out.

*IN THE APARTMENT COMPLEX*

Now, being drunk as I was, it was difficult to identify, let alone remember what her room number was. "Okay! Think Luke! What was her apartment number?" I asked myself as I stood in the elevator, my head facing the ceiling as my eyes were shut tight in thought. When I had opened my eyes, I saw that there was a mirror in the elevator. I turned around and looked at myself. "You look fucked up!" my reflection said to me, "Yeah! I know! so are you!" was my reply as the elevator bell went DING! "Okay, lets just look at the numbers" I said to myself, walking down the corridor. "Wait! Murder 187, I be killing them-" I rapped, trying to remember, "187! That's what it is!" I said to myself, walking towards her room. "185, 186... Ah! 187!" I said, squinting my eyes, standing in front of the door. -knock knock knock- Nicole, -knock knock knock- Nicole, -knock knock knock- Nicole!" I knocked on her door, waiting for her to answer. "I'm coming!" she screamed on the other end of the door.

"Fancy meeting you here!" she said, opening the door, and posing in front of it. "What took you so long?" she asked me, but I didn't answer, I was too distracted by the way she looked. She had answered the door in black lace lingerie while wearing a white silk gown that hang loosely down her left shoulder. "You like?" she asked, smiling cheekily at me. Unable to find words, I just stood there, wide mouthed, nodding my head. "Well come on in!" she said, grabbing me by the arm and pulling me into her apartment.

She wasted no time getting started; she threw me down on the couch, and she was right there, on top of me, kissing me.  "You -kiss- have no idea -kiss- how long I've wanted to-" "Don't speak" I said softly as I grabbed her by the head, and placed my lips onto hers. Almost immediately she opened her mouth and granted my tongue access. I broke the kiss (mostly because I wasn't really enjoying it, she was way too rough and sloppy and it just felt wrong),to say "Let's go into the bedroom" .She wasted no time jumping off me and leading me to her bedroom.

Once we were in her room, she removed my shirt and unbuttoned my jeans before she laid me down on the bed, and again she was on top of me. "Have your way with me Luke!" she said as she was kissing up and down my neck, I placed my hands on her waist and elevated myself slightly. "First, this needs to come off!" I said, using my right hand to pull her gown off, and as I did this, I noticed that she had a smile on her face. Then, I flipped us both over, so that now I was on top of her. I started off by kissing her neck, "Oh Yeah" she would whisper and entangle her fingers into my hair as my hand moved lower down her body, past her thighs, to her butt, where I squeezed it gently. "Oh Luke" she whispered, "I need you now! I WANT you now! Fuck me! Please!" she begged me, and just as I was about to do as she asked, I stopped. 

"What, why are you stopping?" she asked me out of breath as I sat up straight. "I don't know" I said, running my fingers through my hair, "This just... doesn't feel right" I admitted. "Come on, don't be crazy, you just need to get into it... come on Luke, I know you want this as badly as I do!" she said, moving me so that I was on top of her again, and forcing my head to her neck. Once again, I started kissing her neck, and I moved up to her lips, kissing her, maybe she was right, I thought to myself. I had my right hand clasped firmly on her ass, and my left hand caressing her breasts, when I stopped again. 

"What the hell is wrong with you!?" she asked getting frustrated with me. "I'm sorry, I can't do this!" I said getting up, and picking up my things that were lying on the floor. "What the Hell Luke? Where the hell are you going?" she asked, looking at me as I was busy getting ready to leave. "Anywhere but here! Look-" I started but I got distracted because I was now looking at her boobs. Noticing that I was staring at them, she used this to her advantage, "come on Luke, they're all yours" she said in a seductive voice while pushing her chest out. "I can't do this! I don't want to do it!" I admitted as I was walking towards the door. "Did I do something wrong?" she asked, sounding curious. I turned the door knob and looked at her, "No, you didn't..." And I took a deep breath as my eyes traveled around the room until they reached her "It's just... The thing is... You're not Bella!" I said and I left her room, slamming the door behind me. The last thing I heard her say was, "You're an asshole Luke Brooks!" but I didn't give a damn! I was going to go to Bella, and I was finally going to tell her that I love her!