THE SURROGATE: A LUKE BROOKS FAN FICTION

CHAPTER FORTY ONE

CHAPTER FORTY ONE
*STILL LUKE'S P.O.V*
*IN THE BATHROOM*

I leaned into the shower and opened the hot water tap first. I kept my hand under the running water and waved it around a bit. The water was starting to warm up. As I waited for the water to get hotter, I looked at my reflection in the mirror above the sink -the sink was across the shower- I leaned in as I looked at my reflection. I discovered what the pain in my lip was; it was bruised and swollen, so was half my face. Strangely enough, it didnt bother as much. Because I had something else on my mind; you could see it all over my face; I was full of regret. 'How the fuck could I be so stupid!?' I asked myself and hit my forehead with my palm repeatedly. "Stupid, stupid, stupid!!!" I repeated until I eventually noticed that bathroom was now filled with steam. Since I was already naked, there wasn't anything for me to take off, so I just jumped in. The water was extremely hot, and I arched my back a bit when I got in, but soon my body adjusted to the hot water. It felt amazing. I just stood under the water, letting it run down every single part of my body. The last thing I wanted to do right now, was think about what transpired last night; but I had to wrap my head around this. "Okay Luke" I said to myself, wiping water out of my face, "What do you remember?" I asked myself, and i couldnt remember a damn thing! I leaned against the shower wall and ran my fingers through my wet hair. The water ran down my body and i stood up again. Why couldnt i remember?? I bent down to pick up the soap, and washed my entire body with it. As i was busy washing my chest, everything came back to me in short flashes. I remember being with a girl, but that girl was Bella! When we got into the bedroom, I undressed her and we got to it. As soon as I had her pants removed, I kissed her paradise, and she whimpered. I moved the soap around to my neck as i thought hard. I closed my eyes as my mind flooded with memories; me putting my hand under her shirt and moving it higher as i kissed lower and lower down her body... her biting her lip to suppress the moan threatening to escape her lips... Her entangling her fingers into my hair. I closed my eyes tighter, 'think Luke! What else?' I asked myself... Then she gained her dominance and threw us over so that she was on top of me... She looked at me -her hair wild- and continued to look at me as she slowly unbuckled my belt and unbuttoned my pants, then she pulled it down slowly... Images of her giving me head, and then me going down on her rushed into my mind, buht in slow motion... Suddenly a vision of Bella on all fours in front of me, and i had a belt in my hand; she looked at me, almost begging to be spanked. Before i gave her what she wanted, i rubbed my hand all over her ass before wrapping the belt around my hand securely. I raised my right hand, and came down with the belt hard. All this thinking about what happened last night, or rather, what i dreamed last night, was turning me on all over again. I turned my head towards where the water was coming out, and i ran my fingers through my hair again. BOOM! Another flash; me on top of her, kissing her neck, thrusting in and out of her slowly, buht with force. She wss grabbing at the sheets, gasping for air, moaning in quick breaths, her body moved in sync with mine; we became one, and then as these flashbacks progressed, Bella's face slowly turned into Nicole's; and I distinctly remember her getting up and fetching the handcuffs. But it was all so vivid! How could I confuse Bella for Nicole!? How... "Lukey! You've been in there for a long time! You want some company?" It was Nicole again. What was up with this girl!? "Uhm, no! I'm nearly finished, I'll be out in a few" I said and waited silently. I heard footsteps walking away from the door and I breathed a sigh of relief. I had to end my now horrific trip down memory lane. With a deep sigh, I closed the shower taps. I got out of the shower and walked out of the bathroom. I have never been more disappointed in myself. All I kept thinking was, "What would Bella say if she found out?" And that was something I didn't want answered; but in my defense, I was drunk, and Nicole knew that, and she took full advantage of me! Yeah, it wasn't my fault at all.

Having cheered myself up a bit and after finally finding my clothes which were carelessly strown about in the room, I finally made my way into the kitchen. Nicole was still wearing my shirt, and she was happier than ever. When I walked in, she was busy mixing what I guessed was pancake batter and dancing to a song that I have never heard in my life. I sat on one of the chairs, and a thought struck me; how did we end up back here? And why was my face so bruised? "Hey! Im glad to see the seelling went down a bit! Fortunately you didnt get a blue eye! We dont want that pretty face damaged!" She said standing next to me and kissing me on the cheek. "What happened last night!?" I asked. "Oh," she said standing behind me and wrapping her arms around my shoulders, "you got into a fight last night with a huge russian dude and his friend! I dont see why you had to fight, those girls werent worth it at all" she said. "Did i-?" "Did you win? You got in a good few punches, buht you passed out! Then i got into an argument with that stupid barman; can you believe he didnt want me to take you home!? I had to put up a proper good fight! I dont see why though, after you just threw me to the side like i was some-" she spoke on, buht i didnt hear the rest because i zoned out. I remembered that fight now! I got my ass handed to me! "Buht thats over now and the important thing is that i got you here!" She finished her sentence and moved over to the stove. We were both silent, and then a terrifying thought struck me; did we use protection last night?? My heart pounded at 2000 miles per hour against my chest. Holy shit! I was freaking the fuck out on the inside! 'Sure we used protection!' 'Yeah but we were drunk last night and we do dumb shit when we're drunk!' I sat there arguing with myself; I didn't even notice that Nicole was speaking to me. "I'm sorry what?" I snapped out of my internal debate. "I asked if you wanted bacon? And why you were dressed?" Nicole repeated herself, putting the pancake batter down, and walking over to me before forcing herself onto my lap. "I just got out of the shower..." I said, "look, I have to ask you something... Last night, did we... I mean, did we...?" "Use protection?" She finished my sentence for me. I opened my mouth to speak, but just nodded instead. 'Yeah we did," she began, as she was getting up from my lap, "I mean, even though I told you I was on the pill, you insisted" she said, not looking at me. That was the best news I heard all day! I resisted the urge to high-five myself. Good job Luke! We were both silent. "Hey, have you seen my phone?" I asked, patting around my pockets. "Yeah, its there on the table," she said pointing in the direction of the living room. "Thanks" I said and I got up. I switched my phone on, and found that I had loads of texts and missed cals from Darcy, Daniel, Jai, Beau, James and I had one from Bella. I saved Bella's for last and listened to the rest first. All of the messages said the same thing; Bella was in the hospital. I wasted no time. "I have to go" I said urgently, looking around to see if my car keys were anywhere around here; they weren't. "Where are you going? What's wrong?" Nicole asked, rushing into the living room. "I don't know... Have you seen my keys?" I asked, distracted. "We came home with the cab last night; what's wrong?" She asked. "Bella's in the hospital, I don't know what's wrong with her but it sounds serious" I said, making my way to the door. "So? Why do you care?" She asked me, clearly pissed off. I turned around and looked at her. "Excuse me? Why wouldn't I care?" "Well last night, you said that you were done with her and you couldn't care less about her! But I guess I shouldn't be surprised, its always 'Bella this, Bella that' she's not that special you know!" I couldn't believe what I was hearing. "What are you on about!? I don't see why-" "What makes her so special Luke? What is it about her that keeps you running back like a little bitch!? It can't be because of her looks, because she's the ugliest piece of cunt I've ever seen in my life!" "What did you just-" "You heard me! We could have had something special, we almost did, but then that little whore showed up and you were all over her! That fat, ugly, worthless, bitc-" "THAT'S ENOUGH!! WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE!?" I asked, stepping closer. I was beyond pissed off! "DONT YOU DARE TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT!! YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY I CHOSE HER!? BECAUSE UNLIKE YOU, SHE'S A DECENT HUMAN BEING, WHO DOESNT HAVE TO DRESS LIKE A SLUT JUST FOR GUYS TO LOOK AT HER! YOU SERIOUSLY NEED TO GET OVER YOURSELF! YOU'RE NOTHING SPECIAL. STOP THINKING THAT EVERYONE WANTS YOU !! I MEAN, YOU HAD TO WAIT UNTIL I WAS DRUNK BEFORE YOU GOT ME TO SLEEP WITH YOU; AND HERE'S A NEWS FLASH, I WAS THINKING ABOUT BELLA THE WHOLE TIME! SO GET OFF YOUR FUCKING HIGH HORSE. AND WANNA KNOW WHY ELSE I CHOSE HER? BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE THAT GIRL! I LOVE HER MORE THAN ANYTHING! AND ONE DAY, IM GOING TO MARRY HER AND TREAT HER LIKE THE QUEEN THAT SHE IS! RIGHT NOW, IM GOING TO SEE HER; AND MAYBE I'LL TELL HER JUST THAT!" and with that, I walked towards the door and opened it, but before I left, I turned around and said, "check your pan! Your pancakes are burning!" And I was out by the door. "And keep the shirt, I don't want it!" I yelled once I was outside.