The Past

10

As for the day, I wasn't keeping my happy smile for so long. You and Jihyo were walking beside us. Walking hand in hand and talking sweet nothings to each other.

Jisoo kept her straight posture while her arm was wrapped around my arm. "Are you sure you're okay?" I remember her whispering to me, and tried to caress my arm.

I nodded and put on a super fake smile that I do for a couple of years now.

We took rides together. And honestly, this wasn't fun at all. Me and Jisoo would casually try to get away from the couple but Namjoon always shouts my name and of course having that crush on him I can't really get away from him fully.

It's not that I don't want to see him, but I want to see him without his girlfriend. Or I want to see him without a girlfriend in the first place.

Call me crazy and selfish, but I don't want to see Namjoon being happy with someone else. I'm his best friend, but I guess he doesn't remember.

It was night time, me and Jisoo bid our goodbyes to the couple, going the other way.

I practically jumped on my bed face first.

I am jealous wtf