Fallin for you

mike

i finally got finished getting ready. i straightened my hair and put it in a ponytail, i had my green and white uniform on. i went in me and harrys shared room. i started packing my bag. i packed my stick my practice ball, knee pads, and a sweatshirt for after the game because it was always cold. once i finished i brought it downstairs and put it by the door today.

"ah thats right you have a game today"

"yeah, you guys dont have to come though"

"no we will, i love watching you"

my mom said with a smile. i checked the time. 11:47.

"well i better get to the field"

"dont forget your water bottle"

harry spoke up

"crap thats right, thanks"

it was a really busy time for me. i had cheer and field hockey, harry had football, and school was starting. yeah its august. busiest time ever.

"dont forget harry has a game and you have to cheer that game too honey"

"oh i totally forgot"

"yeah so ill pack your cheer stuff for you while your at your stretching then ill bring it and after that you have to go out to eat with your aunt then you have to be at the game."

my mom said

"okay well ill see you guys at 1"

i waved goodbye and went out the door. to my surprise tori just pulled in.

"im driving you today remember?"

she said as she pulled the passenger seat window down.

"you are? oh my gosh im so forgetful today"

"its okay, come on get in"

i hopped in and got to the field. to be completely honest i was pumped for this game. i wanna be able to get my emotions out and win this game.

//

so that was a good game. we won. 7-3. i got 4 goals and stopped 2 of theres. although a girl did pelt the ball at my gut which still hurts. i changed into a black skirt that was a little bit short. i ddi it to tease harry. and i wore a loose maroon tank top with a black bandeau under it. my aunt picked me up. i loved my aunt. she was on the more rebelish side then my mom was, thats why we got along. we went to the olive garden and had a nice lunch/dinner.

"so how are you?"

"busy. really busy"

"how about you and harry"

"um well. not good. like at all"

"oh no what happened, unless you dont want to talk about it thats okay with me"

"he cheated on me."

"he what?"

i played with my food.

"yeah he cheated. he just told me today, im not sure for how long or if he just had a hookup and how many times that happened, or even who this girl is"

"oh my gosh honey im so sorry. at least he came to support you today"

"yeah thats true, i still love him but i havent had time to figure out anything yet. i dont know what ill do"

"yeah but dont look at what happened with me and your uncle. he cheated but he did a lot more that i hated so i pulled the plug. dont take us as an example."

"yeah i know i dont wanna break up."

we dropped the subject and i was proud that i didnt cry. i got a text from my mom saying harry has my cheer bag and i have to find him before i can change. i checked the time and she drove me to the field. i hugged her goodbye and thanked her. i popped some gum in my mouth and walked away.

"lookin super hot aub"

i looked and saw peter. he would always flirt with me and i hated it.

"so i hear you and harry arent doing so good. maybe we could go out tonight. my place? 3 am?"

i slapped him across the face and flipped him off. i walked away and saw harry waiting to start practice. he had my bag. i walked up to him.

"hey thanks for waiting, sorry you have to start late."

"its fine"

i grabbed my bag and began to walk away but then i stopped.

"hey haz"

"yeah?"

"good luck today, youll do amazing as always"

that'll cheer him up. and i meant what i said

"thanks"

he smiled and i got changed. i walked out of the field and stretched. i spotted hannah. i waved her over here.

"hannah fix your hair or everyones gonna know what you were just doing for the past three hours"

she got red in the face

"thanks!"

and ran to the bathroom. she came back out. i was the only one here on the field so i decided to go in the bathroom and do my makeup.

i put on eyeshadow, eyeliner, foundation, and mascara. i put on more perfume then sat by myself on the bleachers. my team arrived but no one really went near me. tori came up and sat next to me.

"stop"

"stop what"

"beating yourself up. if this is too much then go home"

she got up and went back down. kind of shocked at what she just said to me because 1. this morning she was comforting me 2. im sitting here by myself not bothering anyone.

i decided to stay and prove i was strong. i waited until more people came. then i went on the field.

"your still here?"

"why would i leave"

"you were just beating yourself up i figured youd leave if someone told you you could"

i looked at her and crinkled my eyebrows.

"whats your issue? you know what happened this morning and you were so nice to me this morning and now your being so rude right now!"

all the football players turned and looked at us.

"i dont know what you mean aubrey. im trying to help you get over this issue"

"im not gonna be able to get over this for a little bit. bloody hell i havent had anytime to even think about it"

"well i didnt mean to come off rude"

i walked away and did my flips and tucks and tumbling by myself. then the game started. at halftime they said i didnt need to cheer anymore. when i got hit ar my game i wasnt able to do my flips so they told me to get off the field if i couldnt anymore. so i got my bag and sat on the bleachers by myself. i watched the game instead of walking around taking pictures. i texted my mom

'hi'

'shouldnt you be cheering?'

'my stomach hurts too much from my hit at the game today'

'okay so where are you'

'on the bleachers by myself'

'why arent you on the field'

'because they told me to get off if i couldnt cheer'

'you should be aloud on the field. go'

'okay'

i got up and went on the field and sat on the sidelines. the girls looked at me funny.

"im a cheerleader i can be on the field"

i watched the rest of the game,

in silence, by myself.

i just really want my baby.